the phone lines were dead for almost a month ( Read more... )

in 42 days, 5 friends have left the island.

it's late, i know, but i was thinking of you on your day, elena ( Read more... )

jen leaves the island tomorrow. i remember meeting her on my first night here. i liked her from the start. after i'd been here for about 2-3 weeks, i started having drinking nights at her place down in the bronx. since then, i've been at her place at least 2 nights a week. whenever i'm working and have some spare time, i go to whatever room she is ( Read more... )

i hate you all. not all the time. just, mostly.

i'm still alive.
disillusioned.
disappointed.
more than usual.

i wish i could just stop

ps. now [lamb - gabriel] is on.
hot.

sitting in a netcafe in cairns. and im all excited now because there was some trippy music playing, and then singing starts. and grood times. it's a remix of bjork- it's in our hands.

that's all.

so. i spent 20mins, at Most, in that horribly evil room yesterday. i made one of the girls go in there to get my sheets & blanket, so that i could come back up to sleep in my old room in manhattan. this morning i went to HR and arranged to be able to move back up to my old room. 20mins later, i'd moved back in. so it's not as if i even left. i told ( Read more... )