Well my heart is broken now.. My boyfriend of 8 months broke up with me yesterday Feb 25 :'( adn umm yeah.. He says its a break but we all know that Breaks never last! they mean a result in a break up. Odd time they do. so yeah, I dunno what the fuck to do ne more for once i would rather hear 'i hate you', knowing its the truth, rather than 'i ( Read more... )

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Hmm well this is the shittiest day yet. to come in my shitty life. well yesterday Jesse and I had a big fucken fight AGAIN!! and umm fuck I dunno tomorrow fucken CFS is comming down or something I dont know yet so I dunno what the fuck is gonna happen, and im scared, i dont wanna go, and dreh is trying to make me feel better, but it just isnt ( Read more... )

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Well today I was at Jesse's all day, it was ok Like I mean I enjoy sepnding time with him, that is... If I actually got to spend time with him, he was playing sims all day so yeah well not all day just mostly in the afternoon, but thats ok he wouldnt have it for much longer and he wanted to play it and i guess i can understand that but its just ( Read more... )

Hmm not much is going on here just waiting for Jesse to get home. But I always do that like every night so its nothing new.. And I just got outta the shower not too long ago. and Now I am talking to jonny on the net because my "daughter" isnt here shes at work so Im bored *sigh* where the hell is Jesse? I have to tell him something, oh well thats ( Read more... )

Hmm been a pretty shitty day actually, pretty boring too Just sat around all day, well next monday I have an appointment with 2 doctors then on tuesday I have a test thingy with archway then on wed another damn app. with a doctor and then maybe Hopefully I will see Jesse next week after those damned things sometime well hopefully I will get to see ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I am foinally going to go see Jackie man I havent seen her for ages and Jesse is going to come too hopefull i just have to ask him.. but he will say yes prolly. so yeah i want to see him anyway and i made him for when he gets outta school then i can see him on friday too :D yay lol anyways i guess its been an ok week my mom is driving me ( Read more... )