today. work was fucking rough but atleast i got to laugh a hell of a lot and have little competitions and in-jokes! i really like our massive team!!! :D ( Read more... )

while peter was asleep i wrote a little message to him on msn... saying 'you dont suprise me anymore... i like little suprises' i meant that i liked him getting my chocolate or my fav ice cream ( Read more... )

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- just got back in the country ( Read more... )

i have to be out the door in an hour for work ( Read more... )

i let it all out. i let me hair "down" i screamed to songs i had forgotten about ( Read more... )

tonight is just... still. quiet. white noise.
how can you be someone's everything and feel so... empty, alone as if you are just in the background of a beautiful photograph.

an accident... a blur, a blemish.
that's exactly what i am.

i think i will sleep on the couch.

i really fucking dislike it when girls use me to get to my close male friends ( Read more... )

you still make me nervous and make me drink.
*goosebumps*

i want you to know i'm still HERE!*

GRRRRRR ahhhhhhhh

i threw up at work yesterday a few times and got told to go home ( Read more... )