w00t...like, happy birthday to me and stuff

21...that's supposed to be...like...a good thing, right...? O.o

Something's really off today...so...I go to the airport...wait in line to check in...run around...and go to the security checkpoint...then I go home....but wait, that's not right...not for me...I should have been going through that checkpoint and hopping on the flight...not dropping John off and having to drag myself back home...why was I passed ( Read more... )

well...it looks like I won't get to go to Georgia this winter after all...partially because of what happened last week...but...also because I still have no ticket and no coinage to purchase one...true, John is coming and will be bring much love and fuzziness from my friends and followers in that Georgia place...and it'll be awesome having him ( Read more... )

fire...big garage in backyard...brother's truck gone...cousin's car gone...panels on the back of the house facing the fire warped as a result of the heat...someone else's car gone...some damage in other people's houses as well...nobody was hurt, thankfully...but...but but but...always a but ( Read more... )

You know, I really know now that I'm not going to fucking figure people out....I was exceedingly upset yesterday...and someone was particularly worried...we exchanged words...the next day, we talk...to not worry said person, I act like my normal smartass self...and said person gets upset with me...what, was I wrong in trying to show that I was ( Read more... )

Well then...I seem to find myself at a most unpleasant crossroads here in this silly little life ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure what's been up, but the last few days I've been feeling especially down. Not quite sure if there's any particular cause, other than the usual nonsense...maybe I've somehow been taking my medication wrong lately? Who knows...o_O ( Read more... )

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brrrr....cold cold cold...ah, let's see here...yep, as I posted recently, I'm on Lithium...and on Paxil, too...and chances are I'll be going to a psychiatrist, too...I'm glad about this. Now, I know what you're thinking "omfgz hes glad about it wtf???" Well...yeah, I'm glad...I've felt shitty for way too long, man...and it's about time that I ( Read more... )