Re: I appreciate it.opheliaonfireOctober 15 2005, 18:17:37 UTC
You already know the answer to that Lisa. You took care of business when he was away. If this isn't working and he's not receptive to being part of the solution you know what you have to do. Understand, he will not change, and as long as he is able to manipulate you by being this way, he's going to keep on doing it.
Re: I appreciate it.bloodandroses_1October 15 2005, 18:32:09 UTC
I'm feeling quite homesick right now. I can't help but feel terribly homesick. Not just for my family. Just for the closeness of friends. I am sitting here and writing some more stories, and all I can write about are things I know. In this there is so much pain, and I am wondering why I can't seem to write about anything "good" Then I remember, for some reason, the happiest times I ever had are in the past. Even with all the heartache with the ones that came and went. I was happy cause I had people I loved and they loved me so close to me. It is unbearable to have the very person you are supposed to love, and once loved, just despise you. And the only people around are co-workers and your children. I describe my co-workers as making my days bearable, and my children, my life livable and forgiveable. But I miss people. Including you Carrie. I miss those I care about and loved. How does one allow themselves to be this isolated? I think I am weak and weak minded. I think my color quiz from a couple entries ago summed it up.
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*hugz* thanks
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