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I felt really empty because David wasnt around that night. Lauren and I decided to go to club Vamp. It was fun but really interesting...a typical strange Toledo GI club. It was really nice to go out together. I saw a few familiar faces but not enough :( "where have you been", was a common question. Told everybody starting a family. Steve asked me ( Read more... )

So it was an awsome day seeing lil David learning to hold his bottle..and him growing in general. I made a bad decision with a search online when babies are able to hold a bottle etc. Im guessing shes a tree hugging hippy, but this bitch really needs to see what we all have been tro. I know if we dident make the proper decisions we wouldent have ( Read more... )

Lots going on with my family. My runts have helped me out so much mental and financual wise. Within the last year they have spent "guessing", $8,000+. The majority is with medical bills going to collections, and my past "being stupid" debt. I really wish I know how to repay them. If it wasn't for them we would be VERY screwed buy now. My brother is ( Read more... )

I do sometimes :P but I have a family now. People tend to walk all over me quit a bit..those days are gone. I still have a huge heart, but its now focused on real friends and my family. To all who fucked me over because I cared..its coming back to ya. Karma is a bitch sometimes.

Lots going on and almost to much to handle, but you know me..I keep going. Lil David got his first two teeth, very cute but hes in pain. Everybody has felt that pain but they don't remember.. I guess its so severe everybody blocks it out "shock", but he's deffinatly is a trooper about it ( Read more... )

I love the weekends... Spending time with my family is all that matters... Someday no more second shift zombie.

Bin Ladins network has mannaged to manipulate the Squirrels brain to attack ( Read more... )

So I was on the computer tonight looking at the news.."ya im lame :P'. Thought I heared one of the cats walking in the sunroom....no cats in there. When I walked in I heared the hardwood floor conneced to the computer room creaking. The cats were past out in the living room. If it is a spirit I know its a good one. Times at night when David wakes ( Read more... )

Keeping tabs, they are deffinatly crawling. Should be some interesting times. Humans are so self-centered. USA, Isreal, Iran, Siria, Iraq, North Korea...,...,...,. Fuckit.