Things turned from beautiful to ugliest.

[bloodferril]

I don't know why I stay.
Alll it does is cause more pain for me in the end.
I feel worthless, like I'm a failure, like I'm a disgrace, a virus in the system of life. and Just Plain Ugly. 
I am all alone.

Heaven today has gone away To a place I once called home Heart of a child, one final sigh As another love goes coldOnce my heart beat to the

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[jestmint]

What's going on?

[bloodferril]

Basically I'm getting no respect and I'm being degraded all the time, from all aspects of my life, and therefore, I'm depressed as shit. I'm trying really hard to stay happy, but it's just not working out that way.

[bloodferril]

Haha, I will write an e-mail and tell you. Might make it there faster than the letters.