so i am totally fine with this whole being friends thing...but why do i hurt so much when she goes to rebeccas? why do i care? porbally because i see her falling for her....and it hurts me....it hurts me so....i dont know what to do i have to figure shit out...i still love her....she makes this so hard sometimes ( Read more... )

am i reading into this far to much?

t left a while ago to go out and just be alone...at about the same time...someone puts up an away message... kinda like what happened the other day...idk what to think...i hope that its all just me being parinoid but if its not someone please tell me...i wont be mad i just want to know whats going on....

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so yeah today theresa and i went to her grandmas in staten island...we went swimming....it was good....we had a blast....so we were getting ready to leave and mind you the car has been almost over heating for some time now...and well yeah we walk out to the car and there we have it a nice amount of anitfreeze on the ground...yay just wnat i need. ( Read more... )

i talked to my mom a little while ago....its so hard to talk to her....especially when i never have....i needed someone to talk to....i told her everything....i told her about me and theresa and i told her about now my money situation is messed up and i told her about how i am going to be looking for another job and i told her about my worries ( Read more... )

someone told me recently that i dont write enough ( Read more... )

i went to visit my brother yesterday...it was his second day in and his first visit. he is adjusting well i guess...he got a little upset while my mom and i were there...but i told him that i wont miss one visit that i am allowed to do to...i am only allowed on tuesdays....but i will be there...no matter what....he is my little brother and i love ( Read more... )

just got back from the jdc place....they are taking my brother to the hospital because his blood pressure is high and he is having very bad panic....i saw him...through the window in the security office thing....he was crying and kept pointing to his eye his heart and me.....i kept doing it back....and blowing him kisses and crying...i have grown ( Read more... )

so tonight my mom and dad took my brother to JDC to start his time there...i have been crying on and off all day...and honestly i wish he didnt have to go...but he did what he did and needs to pay for it...but it still sucks and what hurts more is that everyone else that was involved didnt get shit...they are still home with there parents and ( Read more... )

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