so i did that thing where you search your journal posts from a year ago. there was some pretty interesting stuff that felt like just yesterday... and i found this, which was made private for some reason, im going to go through this one and point out the changes. i was suprised at how much had changed and how much had stayed the same:
( survey! )

oh how i would love to be doing something interesting or constructive on the internet ( Read more... )

driving an oversized vehicle ( Read more... )

( dear elljay )

i kept thinking today was saturday all night.

"oh awsome i dont have work, i get to go to zac's and tinker while they play poker..."

nope. one more day of trudgery at the worst possible job in the world.

..........

PPPPPPPPPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHH

today i took for my own:

Hum - Downward is Heavenward. i could tell by the first ( Read more... )

tired of feeling like this everyday, so im back on pills.

thank you.

goodbye.

im sorry. i was angry for no reason, i feel really embarrassed about saying all that. i sound stupid. talking out of my ass.

i was going to say other shit, but its more talking out of my ass.

its not my place to say stuff like that.

im tired. goodnight. .

ive got nothing witty to talk about matt, sorry ( Read more... )

Ramona. i am really sorry this shit keeps happening at your home. i hope you dont get fined or kicked out. its really disrespectful of some people. but, that's us drunk, i guess. us + alcohol = dis'respek. im really sorry. happy birthday. thanks for having us over every other night.

( drama. )

this weather and this album remind me of driving to school last year.

i love music that does that.