a higher level of love

[bloodhalo]

Past loves, friends, and rivals have become just that. Memories imprinted on my mind, not to haunt me anymore. There are a few though that have effected me more and I cannot forget them. They are more than memories, but with faces fixed onto them. But I have finally separated those memories from my present day life. I can let them effect me no

Comments

[digitalgoth]

You are not an idiot, not matter how much you or other people try to convince you of it.

-X

yeah, what he said

[ashtrayboy]

i agree, i love you and ill help you through what ever i can

[draco_insygnus]

"Today I fell into a sudden unexplainable sadness again that lasted for quite a few hours."

---You have refills, and I offered to drive you down so you could get them filled. You didn't and this is what happens. You have bipolar like I do. I tried to explain it to you, but I guess you want to deal with it on your own. Good idea. This will keep happening if you don't get back on the pills. You wanted help, and my mom offered it to you. You have only yourself to blame right now. Don't say you want help then complain when stuff like this happens. It hurts me cause I offered to help, and you declined. This is no longer my problem cause you shut me out of your life.

[ashtrayboy]

i dont even know where to begin..........it hurts you becuse you ofered help....how self absorbed.......you know this post is going to hurt her and piss her off.........wait? i thought you didnt care.....if you dont then why does it hurt?...........stop this sharade........your only hurting your self in the end......!!!

if its no longer your problem then why are you posting

[draco_insygnus]

Fine Jon. You want me to stop caring. Would that be easier for you? For me to just not care? Here's a question. You once asked me what love was, and we were talking about her. You told me that I really didn't know what love was. Now why do you love her? Answer me that Jon. Who got attached to whom now? Why do you love her. I want it in writing. I want to the constent proof as to why. I still care about her. You think my post will hurt her. Sure let it. Let her take like she wants. I told her how I feel, and how many people feel. Even my mom feels like it. Do you really know what's going on with her. Did you really know what was going on with Anna. Maybe if you listened to her more, you might understand. Yeah it pisses Jen off cause it's something people don't tell her...The truth.

ON FIRE!!!!!!!!!

[ashtrayboy]

if my resons for being in love with jen are proof in writing as to how you feel then you never loved her nor do you understand love......... you also wouldnt continuly hurt her as you have been................. when will you stop....... you say i dont listen to jen well if that was the case then this wouldnt be hapening............... you are the one who doesnt listen........
by the way jen loves me too......... did she say the same for you......... and in the same way............. carful when awnsering becuse i know the truth

now as for anna............ i new what was going on.........
thats why i left her........... she will never know nor will i tell her................. it is not for her to understand my actions........... i did what i felt was best

ps..... (take this how ever you want)
DONT YOU EVER BRING UP ME AND ANNAS RELATION SHIP WITH ME AGAIN
IT IS NOT FOR YOU TO QUESTION YOU KNOW SHIT DONT EVER BRING HER
UP AGAINST ME AGAIN E V E R DO YOU UNDERSTAND
I AM DEAD SERIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!