Say this is jealousy that I’m feeling well then I’m fine with that. You have a certain characteristic that gives you the means to not feel a fucking thing for anyone that isn’t you. Now tell me you’re not fucking selfish.

When leaves fall, if it means anything
It just means they're dead
When snow falls, it means my feet just flew over my head
I can't fuckin' believe this joke has gotten out of hand
Won't pretend I don't feel the break but I feel the bend

I could be your warm blanket but I am no cloth

There is no harm in the wrong I've done

Things they Suspiciously come only to dissappear

We once shared a house you claimed your favorite chair

It never ends, I once was alive

best skate day in forever today. i am moving in my apartment downtown tommorow, it rules.

I hope you never forget the tapping at your window
With the harsh cold and the jealousy
Running through my bones
We were both selfish, but I think I was more

I would like to thank you, for showing me
A part of myself that I have never seen

I can take anything, I will always overcome. I have once lost everything, I have once conquered everything. I am fearless, Nothing can scare me, not even death. I am joyful for life, I cannot wait to see how far I can go in life. I am unstable at times, I believe you grow mentally from your emotions. I am caring and forgiving. I believe life is ( Read more... )

i love you ashley nicole turner.

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fucking finally i got my own place, i am all moved into my new apartment as of today! it is GREAT! My first day of work is tommorow, i have to watch alot of medical videos, should be chill. i went grocery shopping and bought some mad food for the new place, come over ill cook dinner! it has been snowing alot lately, i love it. my car is in the shop ( Read more... )

Today i got hired at charleston gardens retirement home, i am a nurses assistant and on wait staff, I feel good about it, i am helping elders and myself in the long run. my life is on track and im doing great and i know it is killing a couple of you inparticular, but i love watching you suffer. some people just need to accept i am out of their ( Read more... )

im deleting my lj, it only makes me feel like shit for the pure fact i update only when i need to relieve tension and hear others thoughts about my situation, claire and ashley are the only ones who seem to care, claire is amazing for the simple fact we hardly ever got to hang when i lived in sc but she still cares and is more of a friend than ( Read more... )