this isnt fuckin happening oh well heres my story of AMANDA

[bloodlinkin]

well we finally did it we kissed and i felt so good,finally although it didnt mean ne thing because she broke up with me today and i feel like crap man i mean i feel the worst.today couldnt have gotten worse i mean i was happy and everything i never felt like this in my whole entire life but i dont know i guess i was wrong again like i always am.

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It will get better....

[drake_windhill]

Hey man, i am one of Melissa's online freinds but I am the Josh she wrote about in her one of her entrys....I just want to tell you. I had a gf that i loved more then anything.I would have given my life for her man and i would have done it in a heartbeat. And things were going great.....it had been alil more then a month that we had been dating and the out of NOWHERE she dumps me. I then found out 2 days after......she had lost her virginity(however u spell it) to one of my supost to be "best freinds"....I wanted to die man and i made some horrible desicions in my time of being depressed...But i SWEAR if you just wait it out and be rational about everything it gets so much better. I mean for all i kno you could be over it all ready...and i really hope you are. Just take it one step at a time....forget your ex, you DONT need her....fell better soon

Drake_windhill