Nevermind

Well, It's all gone now.

See me? I am corruption. I have rotted away from the inside. Now all you see is the black mold.

I'm sorry.

Bah, I hated Valentine's Day. Its adorable to see people happy with each other. I wish them well. But I'm so fucking jealous. I miss being admired so much. I feel like such an ugly bitch now. I hate seeing me, I hate hearing me.

So....yous guys are bitches...yeah thats right. What now? I thought so.....

( Pie, Lyno, and a French puppet )

Browsing through photos...saw this one and had to show you guys. This was Kate and Greg and Jessica and I out at the Serial Killer place one night. Jessica stayed in the car....but yeah.....

( American Graffiti )

My lines being drawn thinner and thinner. Its taunt now, and a string snaps easily tight. I really don't think I can take any more of this. Each day I get uglier and I feel more and more like an infected ass hole. I know now that I'll never get a guy I'll like. I'm ugly, I deserve ugly. I'm a bad person. A failure and an idiot. I'm stupid now too, ( Read more... )

Lets seee....whats new ( Read more... )

I forgot one...

( Champage and cigarettes )

Soooo....New Years Eve....fucking crazy. Around 7-8 o'clock Greg, Kate, and I show up in Lansing at Sean's new house (also home of Jon). Start the night out smoking. I ended up spending alot of time in the Chicago room finding people with weed. Drunk 5 beers, 3 mini bottles of wine and champagne, half a bottle of strawberry merlot, and some more ( Read more... )

( The Germans! )