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Oct 20, 2004 14:47

as I sit here..eating my potato chips and cream cheese, i find myself contemplating the sad existance that is me. Why is it that nothing can work out for me. Why? WHY WHY WHY. I guess I just have bad luck. Or maybe there is something wrong with me. I get my hopes up, on something or someone..and then FUCK. everything goes straight to hell. I hate ( Read more... )

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x_quixotic_kill October 20 2004, 21:26:24 UTC

haha yeah when im grounded and my mom wants something, im usually like "no way!" why should she be happy if i cant be right? haha motto it :)

@ least you can use the computer, i tried to call you last night no one answered, then i remeber you cant use the phone :-/ saddness!

oh yeah and i like you just the way you are, never change, theres only one nick in the whole world -- mine by the way, haha bff! so dont wish you were anyone else :)

bloodlust56 October 20 2004, 23:35:31 UTC

omg i kno, that woman cannot expect me to do a damn thing for her if she is gonna ground me for two friggin weeks, that is some bull shit.

I know, i saw ur name on my caller id, it saddened me too, lol.

we could still be bff and I could be someone even better, far superior to..me lol

flawed__ October 21 2004, 00:56:58 UTC

there's no one superior to nick drew. haha :)

x_quixotic_kill October 21 2004, 22:53:35 UTC

true! nick is the superiorest! haha

deniedlove27 October 20 2004, 22:38:04 UTC

I know that you are not in your best mood right now, not for what I am about to say anyway, but i can't help but say that the sentences in the opening of your entry were very well written: "as I sit here..eating my potato chips and cream cheese, i find myself contemplating the sad existance that is me." I am gonna remeber to use this in an essay.. lol ttyl

P.S If you become someone else I am gonna be left with no best friend anymore, so no, you shouldn't wish to be someone else. no, actually,I am not gonna allow u to be someone else. hehe

bloodlust56 October 20 2004, 23:40:17 UTC

haha actually, that made me smile, what can I say, i write from the heart, lmao, but yea thx I didnt see that one comming lol

also, like i said before (up there), i could be an even BETTEr person and still be ur best friend :) lol

x_quixotic_kill October 21 2004, 22:56:58 UTC

maybe you dont have to be anyone else.. maybe.. you just want to be a better person, that is, better in your eyes, whatever that may be, bc i know ive gone through that faze and i feel a lot more comfortable in my skin than i did last year :) but theres still things im working on to get things just how i want it, like starting guitar lessons, getting a job, etc. planning for the future :)

gingerbrd_voodo October 20 2004, 23:24:16 UTC

"the bus beats"

oo i love it!! heh. but yes. nicholas, we have decided that parents just suck and are jewish whore boxes, they have no real purpose except to make our lives miserable. they should suck on a goats utter and die.(yea, im creative tonight)

dont worry. things will look up eventually.

oo and btw...fuck the hayride!! its bullshit!! youre grounded..you cant go lol.

love you
::hug::

bloodlust56 October 20 2004, 23:43:43 UTC

haha i know my love, I was thinking of you when I put it down lol, I knew you would love it.

yea but I wish i could throw my jewish whore boxes away, or upgrade...lol

I know things willlook up eventually..just not for a while..i hate it when things get like this..

im actually rethinking the hayride thing... cuz dan is going..i can always ditch my family and go with him..lol, though im sure in the end ill just get in trouble for that lol.

i love u too my love
::hug::