...Sooo..I had a greatttt weekend!.. So Friday worked out, and then Saturday Kevin and I were gonna slep here...but Jay called n we went out with them..and blah blah lol so we ended up sleeping at Jay's.. It was a good time ( Read more... )

yay..so Friday is here..and everything is all set up. :) Sooo..Kevin will be ther sometime around 8:30 9 I guess and if they can't get in..I'ma let them in the back door. :) hehe. I'm that good. Hopefully all goes well.. lol..and if all else fails..I'l just go outside..and call Steve n what not..I'm driving. lol..and yup were going to go drink a ( Read more... )

...Things just seem to not want to work out today...damn it. lol.. kinda down ( Read more... )

Well Justin...i guess it was him..decided he was not going to go to WinterBall with me..no need to be in a bad mood... plus I have plans after and no1 needs a bad mood to ruin them..and I'm driving home..I'll get road rage! hehe ( Read more... )

I wanted to update yesterday but the server was down or whatever.. sooo.. lol ( Read more... )

Mmm..stressed for no reason..gotta love it ( Read more... )

So I just came home from bree's...her mom didn't want all three of us there...and..even though we had made plans a while ago..robby stayed...not me.. Whatever...now I'm stuck here all weekend...alone..who cares right ( Read more... )

THANKS TO SHAWNA KEARNS MY JOURNAL IS NOW PRETTY! again ( Read more... )

Well..yeahh me n justin are back together.. and I'm in this really weird mood..not about that.. lol just thinking about a lot of shit..it almost feels as if nothing is real right now... nothing matters except tomorrow.. I can't just stay in the moment... anddd.. I just don't give a fuckkk anymore. It feels like... a year ago..when i just.. wasn't ( Read more... )

when you know a situation is so badly fucked up there is no use of holding on..but you want so badly to do so...what do you do ( Read more... )