has anyone else ever wanted to be friends with an ex lover? to just be able to put it all into the past and enjoy thier company and see how much you've both changed? yeah i wont lie, thats what i want. and its fustrating because im past all of it. and it seems no one else is ( Read more... )

dont get me wrong, im grateful and happy and in love with you and the world.
but right now im so scared.

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i suppose its about time for an update ( Read more... )

leavelovrsdead: im gonna go read the bible now
LarBear10787: ...
LarBear10787: i hate you.
LarBear10787: bye.

Harajuku Lover's Tour ( Read more... )

right now, im thinking so many things and i am very overwhelmed. not it a bad way at all. but i fustrated that i dont have adequet words to disrcibe even when im thinking at the moment. its awful. and im just in an ackward mood. im not sad or anything, just pissed of at words right now. im happier than ive ever ever been. and the beautiful thing is ( Read more... )

i dont feel like writing much when everything is going well. and everything is beyond perfect, so therefore, i have nothing to say. so expect me not to say much of anything anymore except how much i fuckin love ben. how much i never expected this and am in awe of all of it. thats all that needs to be said. it precedes anything else in my life. id ( Read more... )

All the boys voices cracking ( Read more... )

now theres 19...
i had an awesome day yesterday, a recap will be coming up.

i am now the proud owner of 15 new beautiful baby dreadlocks. that means half my hair is done. im in love with these bitches :)