way to go...

[bloodroseangel]

So. it looks like my fool proof, everlasting lack of trust instincts have fucked things up for me yet again

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[fetal_smash]

i wish i could have been there to talk to you. i really do.

i'm still a little confused at what's going on (but i think i know know it is, and i think i'm smart enough to put the pieces together).

but, i don't have to tell you that you can't relove your life around someone else('s).

personaly, i think you need to be free and on your own, you have your life to live, don't let him slow it down for you. you are a smart girl. you can do what ever you want.

i'm not just saying this b/c i miss you and i live in rochester, but you should come back. you always say there are more opportunities here. and more jobs, more people, more men, more women (*wink*), and i think you would be happier here.

you can't move in with david until summer time anyway, so you might as well live it up until then. at least make some money here. there are going to be summer jobs soon.

girl, you need a change in scenery, in EVERY aspect of your life.

[bloodroseangel]

your too sweet.
i dont know what to do with myself though.
if i stay here, i miss everything about rochester.
if i go back to rochester, ill long to be back here.
either way...im bound to be miserable.
im stuck in the middle yet again. gyarrr.

[fetal_smash]

why would you long to be there if your un-happy there.

side note: i'm biased.

[lara_lynn]

I'm biased too.