Wow, that felt good. I did a little cleaning house on my friends list. I'm so glad for tomorrow. If everything works out, meaning nothing comes up, I get to see an old friend. I haven't seen him really since he graduated from high school. He goes to a different college than I do and that does present a tiny problem. AIM is how we've stayed in touch ( Read more... )

A lot has been going on. JC is now distancing himself from me. I guess it is a good thing but I would still like to hang out with him more. He won't hang out with my friends. I would still like to consider him my friend but we will see how things go. I did not get to see my friend nor was I able to wish my friend happy birthday. Oh well, it's her ( Read more... )

I went to work and got off at 7. I talked to someone for few minutes and then went home because I actually have nothing better to do right now. I miss JC but I really need to move on. I don't want to rebound or anything. I just want to start dating again. No boyfriends yet. I want to go out with guys and my friends and just have fun. Even if it's ( Read more... )

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Time, everything takes time. Some things take a lot while others only require a little. Things like pouring a cup of coffee, reading a book, driving, talking, sleeping and healing all require time. Some...seconds, for some, hours and others...indefinite. I want to move on with my life but I keep hounding JC. Part of me is so desperate for him to ( Read more... )

My computer now has the internet back. YAY!! I can check email, buy useless but good anime with my one free paycheck and write here again. It still cannot change the fact that JC broke up with me. Part of me wants to so desperatly to date someone else but part of me just wants him back. That will never happen unless I become Christian and even then ( Read more... )

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I haven't been online in like a month, my email is down and I have new posts. I'm visting my parents. Family...Love em but it is nice being on my own. It's not like I'm ever home anyway. My roommate and brother finally got engaged. She's happy she's engaged but her parents and sisters think he's going to abuse her. Whatever, it's a load of bs. I ( Read more... )

One question, how do you "claim" someone's mommy? Truth is I really don't care what mommy does. She will do what she will do. Mommy is THE most stubborn goddess you will come across. As for the "potential angel" crap, like I really care. Come on, in order for me to believe in angels, I'd have to be Christian. Me Christian, that is the biggest laugh ( Read more... )