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a lone anticipation dependant on participation.
i'd rather be dead than tied for the lead.

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sunday, october 17th 2004

black heart procession
american mars
i, the magician

the magic stick
show at 8pm
10 dollars

you better fucking show up because this show was just added and people have to see the black heart procession. they never play here.

once you've seen the face of god, you see that same face on everyone you meet.

when the sky comes falling, it'll pass right through me. and the air will stop circulating around us. and every breath you take will be the same as the last. or maybe the sky won't fall at all.

i just shit a brick. and boy does my asshole hurt.

today is father's day. i'm getting drunk at my parent's house sitting in a room all by myself. i never do anything because i make plans with people and constantly get ditched, but i ignore the people that would never ditch me. why is that? why do i want to hang out with the people that don't give a shit about me? and why do i ignore my real friends ( Read more... )

life is so fucking boring. waiting for it to kick in is a waste of my time.
god i wish i was 8 again. everything is a routine and i'm just getting used to the way nothing goes my way.

if i could fall in love as easy as i did when i was young, things would be more interesting. but i can't trust anyone that much anymore. not even myself.

life is on pause. and i'm getting really fucking sick of the still frame in my mind. even slow motion is a change. but as long as i see a flash of your face every once in a while, it was all worth it in the end.

...to the only person i ever loved .a. <3