This is insane.
I feel like absolute fucking shit. The people in this house are fucking crazy. I swear to fucking god, you give someone an inch and they take a fucking mile. I have had it up to FUCKING here with my brothers shit and antics. I feel like fucking ass, Mike got me sick and I can't breathe and I can't fucking go to work, and I really fucking need the money. Mike left today. THAT DOESN'T FUCKING HELP! Why am I here, I don't deserve this I want to go home. I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE SO FUCKING MUCH. No one does anything but bitch and piss and moan. GRANTED I FUCKED UP, but come on I'm 19 not fucking 30. I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE... it's not funny anymore. this fucking blows.
I swear on my fucking grave that if I ever raise a family that lies/cheats/steals/and goes behind peoples backs the way mine does, then I'll fucking kill all of them.