no, i am not quitting smoking, i don't want to, i can't. zero self control. yeah, i know it's eventually going to kill me. And if that isn't a good enough reason to make me stop, then nothing anybody else is going to say will be either ( Read more... )

i hate ( Read more... )

i don't know why i am updating now, because i'm drunk, and that's never a good idea. but fuck, who cares. i certainly don't ( Read more... )

ugh, am so utterly hungover. And i have red wine all over my dress. we went over to pauly's house and had an old fashioned partay. Was a lot of fun, and so excellent to see Jordan again. Got really drunk and then went back to ashley and tahn's, and smoked some weed. I havent smoked that shit in so long, and now i remember why. Just got fucked up ( Read more... )

i had a pretty dope day today. I got pretty trashed last night at steve's. Then came home this morning to smoke ciggarettes and chill out for a while. Then hunkin picked me back up and we went and saw 'eragon'. we like this movie. it was pretty dope. yeah ( Read more... )

x. [Wallet] lee jeans wallet ( Read more... )

hmmm. so things are pretty fucked, and slightly confusing and totally out of my reach at the moment. and usually i'd say im okay with this, and i've never really been one to stress and do my own head in. But everything is fucked ( Read more... )

so, back in brissie for a couple more days. and the weather couldnt be any more shit. But its all ok, because i've gotten to spend lots of time and fun with a whole bunch of poeple that i love ( Read more... )

Here I am ( Read more... )

i feel like death warmed up. i shouldnt have gone out last night but i did anyway and now i feel super sick and tired and a little grumpy and just not in the mood for human contact. It was a pretty mediocore night, true sinyard style. Slept on a couch and woke up feeling okay. Made a quick escape and got home around ten. Del crashed out and i just ( Read more... )