the drug works swiftly through my blood, killing me slowly

[bloodstain_love]

Today was not a good day, I kind of had a feeling it wasn't going to be. When I have a bad night it usually means that the next day will not be going my way. Besides me being totally exhausted from being overworked and underpaid...I had a visit of sorts last night. I swear he always comes around when I start to forget about him. It's like

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[h0pe1essromntic]

I'm the type of girl that forgives but never forgets. Lies to spare my own feelings. Strong on the outside but fucked on the inside to the point where I'm scared what will happen if I'm alone for long periods of time w/ my special friend. Gets emotionally involved when I kno I shouldn't. I fly off the handle way too easily and usually end up hurting myself mostly. I don't care what people think about me but deep down I just want people to like me for who I am. Damaged. Rejected.

Yea, uh..you pretty much described me. LOL...anyways I'm sorry you're feelin bad. Who is this guy you're thinking about? The same one we always used to talk about?

Feel better <3

[bloodstain_love]

It's about a guy (Steve) and not about this guy all at the same time. It's pretty confusing.

[qubester]

The good memories may be the one's you think of but the bad one's are the one's that sting. You can't deny that.

But how do you expect people to appreciate you for being damaged? Are you a vintage car? No. You're a human being, and human being's appreciate other human beings who are vibrant and happy. Just because you're not that now, doesn't mean you won't be sometime soon. Try thinking more of yourself, maybe THAT could be a start?

Come on sweetheart, it's more of the same and you know how to deal.
Just do it.

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[bloodstain_love]

i don't want people to appreciate me for being damaged, i just want loved. i do kno how to deal, i'm just tired of trying so hard when it keeps coming back, the same shit is always thrown in my face.

p.s.
i still don't want to shoot u