Comments | bloodstain_love: the blade is looking good

bloodstain_love

the blade is looking good

Feb 14, 2006 20:42

I hate to be a liar and fake that everything's all right. Mom got home from work and asked if I was okay. I told her that I was fine and after she left the room I bawled my eyes out. It took me a while to finally come myself down. I had to lock myself in the bathroom and splash water on my face before I became numb. I don't even kno why I'm ( Read more... )

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h0pe1essromntic February 15 2006, 05:54:13 UTC

aaron causes me to have breakdowns like that all the time...sometimes its simply because im not with him.

bloodstain_love February 16 2006, 01:21:16 UTC

it wasn't anyone in particular that made me freak like that...unless i was subconsciously.

wildheart49 February 15 2006, 18:49:25 UTC

Girl, u think were dumb don't u? Come on yesterday afternoon we were laughing and having fun then around 4:00 u got all depressed and upset. Me and mom know there's something wrong, but u won't say anything to us. Bern u worry us whether u want to or not, and were not gonna stop worrying even if u say your ok, because we know your not.

U for real scare me at times, not that u go psycho sometimes, but that u lock yourself in your room being depressed and cry your eyes out. I'm your sister and whether u like it or not me and mom are going to be worried about u even if u say your fine or don't worry about me, becuase we will.

We LOVE and CARE about u. Bern me and mom are here for u, u need to talk to someone (maybe one of us) If u don't your going to have a nervous breakdown. TALK TO US

bloodstain_love February 16 2006, 01:22:46 UTC

I dont think you're dumb. Im sorry if I scare you but I cant help it! Sometimes talking doesnt help and I need to be alone to cry it out.