Ive been having to do a lot, helping around the house and driving people everywhere. but its ok, i feel so bad for my mom, being in and out of the hospital so much, it really scares me to tell you the truth, witnessing someone you love go thru this pain and she doesnt even know what the fuck is going on. I dont blame her, they just give her all ( Read more... )

I have found out from some reliable sources that Hunter S. Thompson may have NOT commited suicide, but yet, murdered and staged as a suicide. I cannot believe that someone would even think to kill someone so talented, so original in his own work. It makes me sad too, but what the fuck can i do. He was working on a story relating to 9-11, how it had ( Read more... )

Im not going to say how sick i am of guys doing the same shit to me because i dont feel like listening to myself and no one else probably cares either. Im just done, done looking. Theres no point, especially online. Because most people are full of bullshit and how are you suppose to know with just talking to them over a computer for a little while ( Read more... )

yes yes, today i traveled to the mall with amanda and gary, who i havent seen in a loooong time, anywho, we kept loosing him and such. Amanda seems to have a fan club who roams the mall, who look just like her, geez if i had one id probably..kill them. But yea, Jess called me and i wasnt here, and i guess she was in a bad mood cause she was saying ( Read more... )

today..has been good so far. problems have been resolved, well most of them. I got enough balls to call and ask john what the fuck is going on. and once again liz has fallen into his words, what can i do. He just kept apologizing and all that shit, i felt like he was really telling the truth tho because he just kept saying it..This kind of ( Read more... )

why do i fall into these traps. these guys just tell me what i want to hear, then a couple days later, its like nothing ever happened to them, whatever im sick of it. actually FEELING sick. just because i cant bring myself to think that people actually WANT to treat you like that, what do they get off on it? fuck it, fuck the relationship thing, i ( Read more... )

yes yes, today i talked to john. he might come and see me tomorrow, i mean yea he sounds sure of it but i dont know, itll probably fall thru like on fucking thursday. once again he told me he'd call me back and never did, but he had an excuse and it was so cute cause he all kept apologizing. But he kept talking about these stupid girls that try and ( Read more... )

Description of Your First Name of: Liz ( Read more... )

my mom ended up going to the hospital last night. she was extremely sick, even though they can never tell her what is wrong with her. whatever..docotors arent as smart as you think they are ( Read more... )

FIRSTS

First best friend: JESS. buddies <33 ( Read more... )