Yeah today i decided that I don't think corp america can walk on me anymore. I hate my job at this moment in time. maybe I'll get over it. I'm pmsing anyway. I've been so close to making a fool of myself and crying ( Read more... )

Im hungry and my posts are lame cause I'm at work and I have information pelting me at all times. This is a moment between calls sigh. Thank god for these moments. It's amazing that people don't burn out like light bulbs ( Read more... )

So busy kill me now! I need Justin and I need a break and I need more time than I can spare. speaking of that. i gotta go.
Spam, Spam, Spam, Spam, eggs bacon and Spam........

Buuhhh. So drained. I did so much crap this weekend it's not even funny. And I danced my little heart out on top of it. So tired. I slept yesterday a bunch then I went to bed all early too so. I need to spend more time on my own now i think. It's been hard before but it's time for me to heal I think and I can't really do that the right way ( Read more... )

Restless. I kept waking again last night. It was so surreal. I would wake in the candle light and look around like no time had passed at all. But my music stopped and that was my tip off. Last night didn't realy exist. I never went to bed cause I don't really sleep ( Read more... )

Hey all. Today started out well. I woke at about 2am and then 5 am... dono why but there are ideas floating. Anyway but I had to get out of bed at er ... 6:30 am? Anyway that was odd. Then I got my ass out to warm up the car that was nice ( Read more... )

Ok yes you can find bliss at the bottom of your cup... Especially when I paint it there. But it can also be found in e-mails. MY Girls e-mailed me today and I miss them all so much ( Read more... )

I hate this fucking day. I hate this life this moment and fuck all if I care. What a shit day. I'm so tired of playing games with people. PLaying the oh but you could offend someone if you are real. Fuck that shit. If you don't like me and you don't like my answers then you need to fuckin walk cause I'm not down ( Read more... )

So in my quest for the meaning of life today I took the following quizes. They were atleast time consuming but I still don't see much of a glimmer in this quest ( Read more... )

OK OK Here we are. I'm just bad now. I don't want to do anything they way it should be done. I don't wanna get my ass out of my warm bed to go to work. I just had a vacation and now I need another one ( Read more... )