O thou weed ( Read more... )

Today was a good day...woke up at 9:58 (went to bed at 4:16)....at adriennes...we both got up, i took a piss and i came outta the bathroom and adrienne was already on the comptuer...lol.....but we uploaded the pictures into our journals, funn times...of course GJ's...(Doll_house and Raz_wh0r) woo hoo..annywho my dad wanted me home at noon, so he ( Read more... )

saturday- went to Ryans, had a fun time, i love him mucho!...then i went to adriennes, were we did the usual, but AH HA! normally we "plan" to take pictures, this was an artistic spur of the moment, thing...if you want to see the pictures....go to greatestjournal.com and search of the username Raz_wh0r ( Read more... )

i went to Semi tonigh wihth Ryan i had a fucking blast, thanks ryan fro going with me, i'm off to bed now trhough, but i'll update tomorrow...g'night

Survery ( Read more... )

Day of Silence, it went pretty well. i was silent MOST of the time, i let it slide a few times, because the computer in the library was fuckng up and i had a 3 page story ffor english on there and then i got a new disk and when i opened the file, it was all bar code, so i had to re-write it -sigh-...and then last period my friend Rich (a gay friend ( Read more... )

I think i may have made the biggest mistake of my life today...-tears form in eyes-....i BIGG fucking mistake...i willnot post waht i did....for fear of reactions..but, i'm ashamed of myself, and i know that i've worried the closest people to me...Ryan i'm sorry...I'm VERY sorry.....it wasn't straight....which at least i'm greatful for....-cries ( Read more... )

I Grab your sweatshirt ( Read more... )

put a fucking gun to my head,
pull the trigger,
slit my wrists,
and watch my blood form a fucking puddle...
what the fuck have i done...
i've ruined everything..
-cries-
dont give me fucknig pitty,
just kill me...
i'm begging you...