head...hurts...please...I need....aspirin!!!

Jun 02, 2004 22:00

Damn...i've got so much crap in my system right now. I think I'll cry **crying ( Read more... )

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nightcrawler887 June 8 2004, 21:31:32 UTC
What old habbits?!

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O_o... bloodxandxsnow June 9 2004, 22:38:04 UTC
ummm....ssssstuff...really... I....ummm...I started listening to Sisters of Mercy again...really, that's it...

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:-Z nightcrawler887 June 10 2004, 11:17:18 UTC
Why don't i believe that?

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Re: :-Z bloodxandxsnow June 10 2004, 11:56:28 UTC
Fine...yes....all right...you know what, after reading your little journal whatsits, I've decided that, you're right, I do say things other than what i mean just to see if you'll do something, and (yeah, I know) I apologize for it...so...from here on out...I'll be honest with you...

Yeah, I've been cutting myself again. The mark on my arm that you saw in the library that day that you "thought" looked new, well, it was...I just didn't want you to have something else about me to worry about. I knew the whole relationship bit was killing you enough...I didn't want you to know that it was literally killing me, too...you know me Nick...when I get stressed or upset, I resort back to what I know...and all I know is self-mutilation...sorry...

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Re: :-Z nightcrawler887 June 10 2004, 16:52:38 UTC
i understand why you wouldn't tell me,and i respect that, but just so you're on the same level as me, that stops now...no more secrets, good or bad. I tell you everything, you tell me everything; that's just how it works. I won't go crazy on you--you know how understanding i am.

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promise? bloodxandxsnow June 10 2004, 20:24:24 UTC
Agreed...also...no more beating around the bush bullshit...I think that shit has to stop for everyone's sake, not just ours...and I promise no more 180 bullshit either. I gotta say something, I'll say it, no matter who or what it hurts, you promise?

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