lost...worried...hopeless....want him....love him....everything heart desires....crying....pain....blood...want to cut...but i cant...i promise....but urging....parents...FUCK YOU!....omg...i dont noe what to do...im scared...someone...help me...i need him...i want him...i LOVE him ( Read more... )

lmao i love my icon!!!!!!!! its true though!!!!

okay my birthday is in a week...and btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUTUMN!!!!! *MUAH* anyways! i was thinking that i can take liz and dee and autumn to the beach with me and meet anyone else who wants to come there!!!! soo leave me a comment if u wish to feel special now on to boring boring stuff!

alright thats all for now...peace!

okay ill spill! I HAVE BOYFRIEND!!! name is Brian Griffin...yes i never let him live down the fact his last name is griffin! last night at the movies i met up with him! just like planned and then...well...we made out three times during the movie...i was liek holy shit!! i miss him already!!! but oh well....hes 100% irish...and hes 17 years old.... ( Read more... )

last night i went to go see the movie charlie and chocolate factory!! it was mad funny especially the oompa loompas!!! haha and i had my first last gnith but ill explain everything later...=/ i dunno if folks are reading this or not soo ya....=D bye bye now!!

elm0z

hes sooo cute...i love his eyes...like looking in his eyes puts u on an ocean of paradise with him holding your arms....there such a pretty deep blue color....never seen anything like it....i cant stop thinking of him when i wake up in the morning hes the first thing that comes to my head now instead of "4 more minutes please" i love his hair i ( Read more... )

well i went to soccer practice today and im sore and tired...i guess im really out of shape...i should keep on going to them...and so should u sam dammit...im extremely tired.....liz were going to the movies this friday okay? and ya brians coming wiht a friend..nick lolz...take ur minds off stuff lmao! well anyways...much love from elmo....*muah*

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well im over the timii shit...hes got a new LJ but dont go bothering him on it..just leave him be ( Read more... )

i love how people when they get into an arguement with me then when i rbing up the fact i still care then they post the convo online and they delte out "I Care" part...it amazes me how stupid they are cuz they'll noe for sure as hell im gonna post a comment putting the missing piece in....timii..everyones change din this past year...i have grown ( Read more... )