apparently it was doomed from the start. a simple compatibility report:

220 Trine Sun - Mercury
Positive aspect: Good understanding between the two persons and intellectual interests in common, the same type of curiosity. They are made to go well together, to appreciate each other.

[appreciate each other? it was hardly ever mutual.]

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i've been in a strange mood lately. empty, numb, etc. a lot like i simply can't fathom having feelings towards anything, one way or another. if you thought i was indecisive before, jeez, you'd hate me now. at first i figured it'd be nice to be completely insensate; nothing but logic and reason, dull but honest things to live by, could rule my ( Read more... )

ozmejies: it's just annoying, 'cause everyone everywhere seems to think that they're just universe stoppingly awesome and i'd like to contain them all in a very silent bubble of stillness and yell until they understand that they're nothing but bird shit in the big scheme of things ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun, thank you for it.
i love you.

1year,2months

it makes me happy...

i'm going to be schizophrenic when i'm older, i just know it. schizophrenic with ulcers, what a life for me. i want to start taking anti-anxiety medicine. i think it'd help, along with a couple other minor changes...

i can't wait to go snowboarding with kristine and andrew on martin luther king jr weekend. i do believe it's the only holiday for the next span of... forever. maybe even until spring break? anyway, the main purpose is to visit jmu and see what they have to offer so that we can really decide if going there is a good idea, but i think it sounds just ( Read more... )

my motivation has turned out, unfortunately, to be fleeting, and now replaced by an overwhelming amount of anxiety. i have regular homework and makeup work out the wazoo. i suppose that's what i get for either not going to school or just plain being lazy. i seem to be good at both. of course, i'd have to excel in only detrimental activities, most ( Read more... )

Ozmejies: whooa, apparently there's such a thing as "cracked nipples ( Read more... )

fuck you, fuck school, fuck life, fuck everything. i'm tired. go away.

i absolutely despise being unhappy.

of course i'm grateful for the same things that everyone else spurts off at the dinner table on this joyous day, the same things that we all take for granted on the other 364 days of the year, but this thanksgiving, i have come to realize something new-- the holiday poop. sure, a dump is a dump no matter how you look at it, but there's something ( Read more... )