ok lets see the newest installment in the soap opera that is my life. my moms birthday was today. she turned 40. i won't get to see brandon today which will kinda suck, but at least i got to see him for a minute when he picked me up from work. i swear i love that boy more then anything. i've been trying to pick up more hours at work cause i want ( Read more... )

i am so hurt. and mad and i just don't know. i love him. but he doesn't see. he cannot see what i have given to be with him. he can not see through his own jealousy to the hurt tears i'm struggling not to let fall. i don't know how many more scars my heart can take, i don't know what i would have done if it hadn't been for kevin holding me while i ( Read more... )

hmm well i haven't updated in awhile. i don't really have much to say. we're supposed to be hanging out with jess tonight. hopefully!!! lol she's supposed to get a tattoo today too. i'm bakin her a giant cookie!!! it's gonna be cool. hmm really not much else to talk about. i'm sleepy so i might go take a nap before brandon comes over after work.  ( Read more... )

hey it's me again..... i just talked to my mom. and for those of you that don't know, i'll give a little background, my mother has my son. because i cannot take care of him right now. i didn't really have a choice. but it's the best for all involved. so anyways. i was talking to my mom today, and she was telling me about Andrew (my son) how he's a ( Read more... )

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Maybe we will die of bloodloss ( Read more... )