her funeral was yesterday ( Read more... )

although i hate attchments and hate the idea of giving someonethe power to hurt me, i cant deny the fact that i feel im missing something....i feel this loneliness that friends cannot fix. Im not saying my friends arent amazing...becuase the ones i hold close are absolutly wonderful...but i just feel as if i will never "fall in love" as corny as it ( Read more... )

I visited dana yay

it was fun

First her show

then a bbq

then a bon fire in the woods with Jack Daniels, gin and weed

then a diner in jersey at 4 a.m. (yes we drove to jersey to go to a diner so we could smoke inside heh)

last night was lovely.....i love dana like woahhh

<3
erika

today i had work..it was fun

friday night was also fun and i was totally baked

saturday was pretty fun and again iwas totally baked

i wish i was baked today haha

p.s.

i give up on guys

im not just saying this to get attention or as a joke....just for now,,,,the time being....i just really FUCKING GIVE UP!

<3
erika

im such an idiot sometimes ( Read more... )

chicago was utterly amazing!

i saw bright eyes play with elana while we were there...

the school we looked at was so lovely!

i came home and went straight to the hospital to see my NEW SISTER! she was born at 1:47 a.m. and weighed 7 pounds and 4 oz...and omg i LOVE her...i took pictures so click to see!

( such an amazing little baby )

im at work right now...but im on a break ( Read more... )

all the plans i had yesterday got fucked up ( Read more... )

I have recieved such a smack in the face, but its so good becuase it woke me up to reality ( Read more... )

ive realized how weak i am becuase despite all of this all i wish is that you were here