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[bloodyaftertast]

Something i forgot to say in my last to entries but i feel like i need to get it down somewhere. Graduation makes you think a lot about your past and your future. My future is something you know I've thought about since It's been in my lj the past few entries and I've discussed it with a few of you, but my past is something I have left out of my

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[angelus1919]

Kevin was amazing! He was an amazing person and a truly amazing guitarist. Even though I didn't really know him like you and Matt, I miss knowing what could have been. If Maybe we all would have eventually gotten close. Anyway it's ok to have these thoughts. I'm sure Kevin is happy that you haven't forgotten him.

Miss you!

[ext_101326]

I've been thinking of Kevin lately too. Maybe its because I've seen his mother twice since graduation (both times shopping in fact). For some reason I remember how quiet she was at his funeral. She never cried once. She just seemed so proud of his accomplishments. And then I remembered Kevin telling me how he was recording musical to accompany his Dad's biography on Mark Twain. I think about his Dad too. They all just seemed to be so proud of him. I also saw his brother at the coffee exchange shortly after the funeral. He was writing a screenplay. His whole family is so talented. Its so weird that some of the most talented people seem so self-destructive.
I hope we don't get too depressed over it, but we can't avoid it. I know good things are coming our way. We just need patience and confidence, something that is arguably not easy to come by.