My current state of mind...

Complete confusion.

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I have a lot of fun with my friends.
I hang out with a lot of different people, and I have a very interesting life.  Just because I don't write about it in the damn Live Journal, that makes me an idiot.

I'm sorry.
It's a Freakn' "JOURNAL"!!!
It's mine, and I post what I want to. If you don't get it ( Read more... )

It's wierd.
Death normaly comes out of nowhere. What are you supposed to do when you are expecting it? When is it ok to cry over something that hasn't happened yet? Why can't I cry?

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I wish I knew what to make of things.

damn.

Went to the Brewers game last night. Freakn' amazing. Not the game, I could have gave two shits about the game. I still had a blast.

I went with someone that I care so much about...but lost awhile ago. It felt good to think that maybe we still had what I thought we had before...Not gonna get my hopes up though.

That's never good.

Do I regret what I do ( Read more... )

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Remember this ( Read more... )

I hate options ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't like myself...
I don't like my identity and what I have become.  I have two different personalities at times.
One wants to do things right, make my life easy.  The other, just doesn't give a damn and wants to sit back and let life hit me in the face.

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You can tell. Between the two journals, are different people.  I'm trying to pull ( Read more... )

Eventually the time will tell ( Read more... )

LICK ME WHERE I PEE!!!

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NOW!!!