I’ve deceiving myself so well I decided to give myself a test. I listened to Staind - it’s been a while.

Haha, yesss … bad idea. Very bad idea.

I still remember the way he tastes like hot cookies and purples *sniff*

Please tell me I’ll get over him soon. *Clings, but realizes the person I want to cling to isn’t here anymore*

*Sigh*

On a ( Read more... )

*Giggles* the butterfly got yelled at today. Jez’s attempt at disguising me as a marshmallow didn’t work. Eeeep. It turns out that the freezer delivery guys claimed that they came today at 11 something or rather but no one was home. I was upstairs for most of the day, with music (soft-ish music mind you, I don’t usually play my music that loud) - I ( Read more... )

The butterfly has to stay home today, because a freezer is being delivered to accommodate the large amounts of meat that the café has to store. The café is tiny, so the storage has to be done at home.

I’m addicted Jack Off Jill, and I’ve been thrashing around to ‘girl anachronism’ by the Dresden Dolls for ages. Close friends would know what ( Read more... )

I’m cooking tonight ^_ ( Read more... )

I’ve finally added everything to my itunes library. Horary. *Bounce bounce ( Read more... )

Meow, I just got home a while ago. Went to dear Jez’s house and watched Peter Pan. It was so wonderful, I almost cried at the end but didn’t. He has a wonderful collection of music and gave copies of things and the Dresden dolls album. WHEEE. I watched a funny cartoon series by erm ... some guy. I liked it ( Read more... )

You know what? I was right. I am a bitter old hag now that the HSC over, he didn’t keep me sane after all. I was reading over msn conversations, when I used to talk to him till 12pm, and the time would just go so quickly. He never used to be “all cuddled out” he used to want more after hanging out - and he used to say sweet sweet things which made ( Read more... )

I want to go to bed, but I’m just reading over old msn conversations. They are making me cry.

The thing that Bridget Jones forgot to mention is that if you think one area of your like is going okay - it will fall apart as soon as you assume it’s going okay.

I will not elaborate/complain. Don’t want EVERYONE to be sick of me.

In the words of Bridget Jones ( Read more... )