Your eyes, hair, body, your everything I miss more and more veryday. I will always think of you when I hear this song. Even though we re no longer one, I will always love you ( Read more... )

A dream of me still holding you ( Read more... )

Death, is it sooner than you think? When will I get the pleasure of my sleep with eternity? My coffin made for me? When will I die and be skinny (all bones that is) like I yearn to be everyday? Is it soon? Please tell me this is so?

I am bored and having nothing to do.....grrrr...I will be back to Houston tomorrow and get to see those I have missed ( Read more... )

and it sounds like...armageddon ( Read more... )

I lost myself in shapeless oceans Whose depths concealed more than they showed Beliefs obscured by mists around them A legacy they'd been bestowed Columns of ice paint awkward pictures Distorted forms that once seemed real Engulfed inside transparent textures Billowing curtains as hard as steel For all the noise filling the landscape ( Read more... )

She made it!! Yay!! Reyna got here yesterday. I am sooo fucking happy beyond belief. She brought out the happiness in me that has been hidden away for a long time now. She is the sewing thread that has mended my heart back together. I have a big decision to make though. Stay here or go back with her back to Houston. I have til the end of this week ( Read more... )

She is close...sorry..Reyna is on here way here. She will be here in about an hour. YAY...I am so excited but yet time is not passing by fast enough so I am trying to fix these wretched journal back ground but it is not worknig for me. I hope I get it fixed soon but yet it is a good thing that it is a callenge for me. Time goes by faster. I will ( Read more... )

I miss him........

What is this fucking bullshit. Life is never good enough for anyone. People cannot just fucking be happy. They have to mope and be sad. It is what the cool kids do. Well fuck that shit. Life is great for me. I find things to be happy about. I am sick of being around fucking moppy people all the god damn time. Be happy. Well yes, I know, we all go ( Read more... )

Hello there. I am lost in this world as we are taught it to be. I just got off the phone with my best friend. He always brings happiness to me. I love him so. I am going to kidnap him soon though. Well visit that is. I miss him so. It is so different here compared to Houston. I am craving the big city again. I love things that are big. Tx is a big ( Read more... )