i had the field trip today...which was gay...i learned to be a safe person...yeah..and it was gay...i had to do a skit with someone getting bullied...yeah anyway...laura kinda aggravated me...but i got over it..i guess..anyway it was kidna lonely but thats ok...my beta induction was on thursday...and again it was gay...i dont know why i joined ( Read more... )

every1 sounds depressed and its pissing me off ( Read more... )

well last night was the oh so wonderful homecoming, that sucked....blah...i had maybe on a scale from 1 to 10 id rate i had fun at about a 2...well anyway we went to the hotel and got ready (me, laura, kat, tarynn, and scott) then they all smoked in the bathroom and did other stuff while i sat on my phone and texted amanda....yeah anyway, they did ( Read more... )

Shadowed Pirates: how far will you go ( Read more... )

ok what the fuck? i am reading shit and people are complaining that they cant do things for one night...its none of my business but it pisses me off...not everyone gets to be with their friends everyday, i fucking sit at home after school everyday and its not the end of the fucking world, and people dont just hate you because they cant see you one ( Read more... )

ok so this morning i went in early to study...and then i stopped by christina and wilson to see what was up and then i went back to study more, but i saw laura and she had my 2 little screamers YES I FOUND MY OLD ONE wow i amuse myself and yeah then i did study and then went to ceramics and i totally suck at making pots and yeah....so 3rd i sat and ( Read more... )

i feel alone and shitty again >_< i hate myself

tomorrow is probably going to suck,

everybody seems to be out doing something........

ok so yetserday i find out james' g/f whoever she is moved back and he wants to date her...i feel so frustrated, shes probably so much prettier and better than i am, ugh, oh well i dont think ill ever hit it off with a guy i am about to give up, last night completly killed me and i couldnt sleep...i think i was walking around outside at 1 in the ( Read more... )

wow...friday i watched the day after tomorrow while on the phone with ashley telling her shes my savior next to JESUS...my own personal HEY-SUS...anywayz...i was babysitting tara...so yeah...then saturday i talked to amanda and the other ashley....and then i went to the first ashleys house...wow confusing...and we chilled with hollie and i called ( Read more... )

today i could have either hung with selena, ashley, dan, and hollie....or holly and the other ashley.....or laura...what do i get to do? stay home and babysit....ive been in this house all week...grrr it all....oh well ( Read more... )