sometimes i hate my friends. but i love them. but i hate them. i'm ready for something new, to go somewhere instead of the same ol' same ol'. i'm also an asshole. but i do love my friends. but christ, everything's gotten stale.

it's time for a reevaluation, why am i going to college, what's the point, is it worth it? in the long run the answer is obvious, yes, if you want any sort of social standing and a decent salary, but is that all that the education which i'll be paying for can help me ( Read more... )

ever feel as if your on the verge of some incredible breakthrough, as if a life altering event is about to unfold so your heart kicks it up a notch and the beat gets a little faster and faster in anticipation for the revalation of some truth? or that maybe sometimes your taking it too fast so you sit back and close your eyes and tilt you head to ( Read more... )

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My spirit is in the slums of desperation and self loathing, in a world that demands self confidence and an educated mind my rank, I'm sure, would be somewhere at the bottom, which shouldn't be that hard to come to terms with. You're reading the text of a born to be loser lost in whatever psycho-hallucinogenic he can get his grubby fingers on. There ( Read more... )

i know that i already posted this on myspace as a post, but i just wanted to save it. SO, i decided el-jay would be a prime canidate for such. disregard this post ( Read more... )

i miss having wisdom in a little baggie at my disposal ( Read more... )

i should write more about it, but i don't feel like it, rather, i don't think i can put it adequately enough.

i'm going to st. louis on the 21st.

i don't think i'm coming back.

i really hate live journal.

on that note
i made another myspace...

(thatmyspaceurlthing+)penile_wasteland

i hope you choke on that and die fuckers.

writer's block ( Read more... )