Well i think i've decided to end things with Chris. But i have no clue on how to approach this. I don't want to come off as a bitch but i need to get this over with and quit leading him on. Grrr!! I hate my life, always sooo complicated! I'm probably not going to school today, even though i really should. I ended up parting last night also! I didn' ( Read more... )

Last nights party was so much fun!! I got incredibly drunk and was all over everyone.Bryan and i bumped heads causing me tooth to chip! It sucked balls, but thats ok. I still love you Bri Bri!! I hope Sly had a good time and realizes how much he means to us. I'm still trying to re-cooperate from getting fucked up but it's a slow process. I feel ( Read more... )

In Darcy's words "Uma"... i feel so confused today. I'm not sure if im still attracted to Chris or not. I was estatic the first two days but now im just back to my normal depressed self. I don't know if i was just happy because i wasnt alone anymore if i do care for him and im subconciously pushing him away. I dont know if i can stand getting ( Read more... )

Today im really happy. I have a new boyfriend named Chris Wright.He goes to our school, some people call him sunshine. Why dont know? He's really nice and funny and cute, but... idont know. I'm scared to get hurt again. My heart was shattered to pieces and i dont know if i could handle it again. I'm trying to take it slow but its been along time ( Read more... )

Nothing ever works out as usual. I had to study for a test that I'm suppose to take this morning. Because of that i missed going to the club with all my homies. But i left my school books over at Sharon's and no matter how hard I tried to get them back last night it didn't work. Now I'm fucked!!! My mom doesn't want to go anywhere so I'm missing ( Read more... )

Well today i felt blah so i decided not to go to class. I'm so tired of school it's ridiculous. My life is shitty as usual. I'm a hundred and something dollars under in my checking account and have no money to fix it. I have to pay my court payment and put an extension on my playstation so i don't lose it in the pawn shop. I was so upset yesterday ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulbloodyeve goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Pippy Longstocking.a_little_foggy tricks you! You get a rock.ancarniaprime gives you 9 yellow pineapple-flavoured gummies.i_love_tofu gives you 18 orange cola-flavoured jelly beans.psyco_punk gives you 3 red-orange cinnamon-flavoured gummy bears.slave2_the_muse tricks ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday was one of my major down days but i was rescued by my friends and i love them for that. I'm just so tired of everything and they way things never seem to work out for me. I think it wouldn't be so hard if i had "someone", ya know, a spouse, a lover, something. I know im not alone but in that sense i am. I've always tried to define ( Read more... )

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