so yeah, i dont get any time in front of the comp anymore... which is gay, but i dont really have time for it either... anywho... thought id make an update let everyone know im still alive and kickin ( Read more... )

so this weekend was awesome.... Went to mass to see Mack 10, ABK, Esham, and ICP,... show was great except mack 10... gayness... ha ha yeah... and they had this opening band called the Filthy Immigrants... they were cool as hell... but yeah ( Read more... )

so yeha, i disappeared for a while... know why? BECAUSE DIAL UP IS GAY AS FUCK and having to fight with a little sister for the comp is useless.... so this is basically the first chance ive had to get on the comp ( Read more... )

well, I'm officially back home... gayness.. but oh well shit happens, hopefully within the next few weeks ill have a new comp and DSL, b/c dial up is GAY, and in order to get cable we'd have to pay like 5000 to get the line run from the road... stupid having a driveway thats 1/4 mile long... yeah so not much else is going on in my life, working ( Read more... )

lol... working on a new layout, hopefull ill have it finished and fixed by this weekend, if not then im not sure when ill have it done cuz ill be movin back home this weekend... then i gotta buy a new comp.. so yeah... im out yall

PEASH

so im sitting here alone, in silience, and my head is pounding, i have no clue where my life is headed right now... I'm in the process of moving back home, tons of fun there... but i need to save up money, the trip i was thinking about taking fora couple months, may end up being for a week or two, but definitely not a month, and ill keep in ( Read more... )

Soooooooo..... yes, this r and update... actually im in a pretty good mood, and have been for like an entire day..... damn... good mood; entire day... i must be on crack or something... anywho i got distracted by convos and lost my train of thought... it was derailed crashed and killed thousands..l ive been working quite a bit.. athenas b-day is ( Read more... )

So yeah.... i dunno whats up with myself anymore... i havent been quite so miserable in the last week or so, but i dunno... something doesnt feel right inside me, a gut feeling that something is wrong..... im not really sure what it is... could be nothing, could be a life changing development... but whatever it is i wish it would happen quick so my ( Read more... )

so, my life is headed steadily downhill..... not much light, in the darkness iveboth found and put myself in....

....got to thinking today...

gonna make a huge mistake.... taking steps in my life to seperate me from everything... and everyone...

just try to start over....

thinking about heading out of state for a while... a long while, and leaving everything behind