First off I'd like to start this entry off with an I MISS ELISE .  I havent seen her in forever and its just killing me. I miss talking to her about stuff in english, I miss writting stupid lyrics with her during science, being confused about math homework together, watching her laugh as I challanged mrs. Simion about the Catholic Religion and how ( Read more... )

AHH I'm mad and sad at the same time. I had the worst dream ever last night and didnt get much sleep grr school is gonna be a pain I'll post more later

Umm today was a pretty good day. Better then I expected. I'm still kinda pissed off and theres nothing I can do about it so I'll just sit here and bite my tongue. I'm getting annoyed with all the drama and all the she said he said stuff....only so much someone can take before it wears them out. I'm beyond worn out physically, mentally, and ( Read more... )

Shit. I woke up in a pissed off mood and thats never ever good. God help the person that sets me off in school. Idk what is gonna happen to them. And God help Nicki she's gonna get an ear full in 4th!! err sorry love!!! I cant find my I pod charger which is making me more pissed off and idk how to day is gonna go............sigh........... whatever

Um yesterday was otay i guess it was kinda all over the place good at some points, bad at others and some times just plain crazy.  I miss elise alot like a lot a lot. I wanted to see her yesterday but idk what happend to  that and its okay I just miss my loverly =(. Hehehe im about to drag her ass out of LH and into BH just so I can see her 6 hours ( Read more... )

Hehehe I' m a verrry happy girl. Justin asked me out on sat. ...........sorry I havent been able to post in a verry long time........anyway it made me verry happy ! Funny how simple things make you have a gooffy smile and everyone knows why your so happy =]. anyway i love it and him alot. Idk hes not like other ppl I dated hes just amazing........ ( Read more... )

Lately I feel a little locked up. I'm really not expressing my feelings towards certin things and its pissing me off. I usually dont hold back. I'm sick of my parents and their stupid rules and I'm sick of worring about everything. So I decided I'm starting over new. I'm changing my clothing to more ripped jeans, more fishnets, more eyeliner, and ( Read more... )

umm not really sure how to feel...... Yesterday was fun I hung out with Justin all day and the fucking loser scared the shit out of me during the movie we were watching........*shudders* I hate dolls........ anyway it was fun. He's comming over again today to help me with my research project... should be fun. So my weekend was really good except ( Read more... )

Okay so yesterday was fun..... poor Justin I think my dad freaked him out a bit. Any way Justin met Ariel which was quite suprising hahaha and now they are both comming over Wed to make Christmas cookies!!! hahaha YES I'm weird and a freak but I know it so its all good. Um yeah today should be interesting ..... ehhehehe oh yeah and I miss Dollie ( Read more... )

hmm so its verry early in the morning and I have no mother fucking clue why I'm up. Elise is sleeping upstairs and I am just sitting down here typing.  I'm extreamly tired and worn out  but no I always have to keep being awake and there for people. Its really starting to annoy me. then again so is everything else in life. for the first time I am ( Read more... )