ok i've calmed down a bit. my mom decided i was permitted to go to theresa's tonight but i still have to go to church. oh well. atleast i can do SOMETHING. i think tommorow afternoon we're going sledding haha what a joke. us? sledding? BAD IDEA. we'll kill someone. or a small child! ahhh. but it will be fun. anyways i'm going to get ready for this ( Read more... )

well its finally break - and so not worth it. i'm already bored out of my mind because i dont have my damn driving liscense. it makes me so mad that my mother will not drive me anywhere and my friends parents won't drive me anywhere, yet she won't let a friend of mine who can drive take me anywhere. pathetic. tonight is a show at angels - which of ( Read more... )

one more day until school is out - so very very happy. well half day - same thing. show on saturday at angels! my babies almost cool, who i haven't seen since the cranberry show, are playing with some other bands. i must go. if i don't - i shall cry deeply or whatever - yeah. i got the scarface dvd from alexa today <3333. haha i LOOOOOVE that movie ( Read more... )

well tonight was the yellowcard show - pretty amazing except for a few bumps along the way. nate hates me. and when i say hate, i mean like satanic hate. the way he looked at me tonight made me feel like he was splitting open every single one of my veins and watching me bleed and laughing. IS THAT BAD?! Anyways - Maxeen: B... Acceptance: B+/A-... ( Read more... )

Well you can probably tell by now that I'm TOTALLY ecstatic about something... so hey, i'll let you in on it lol ( Read more... )

well today is exceptionally beautiful. the snow is like so... white? lol. I spent the morning at church with my grandmother, then went out to lunch. she said i look anorexic. right... anyways, now i'm sitting at home with sick little sarah while the rest of my family is at laura's ice skating performance. speaking of being sick, i'm getting an ( Read more... )

LOOK AT THIS BEAUTIFUL THING!! thank you lovely Brittany :) this looks so great... and as much as i'd love to sit and admire it for hours on end, i can't because i must awaken at the crack of dawn to go to my grandmother's bad-smelling, old people-infested, long and boring church. then to lunch. by then hopefully i'll have passed out. ehhh i shall ( Read more... )

i'd just like to apologize for some of the things i said in my post last night. i should not have called maddie, alexa, and theresa the three whores. that was the wrong wording and i was angry. and so... i'm sorry. xoxo.

ok today has been the absolutely worst day of my entire life. on top of the three whores showing up and lying to my face AGAIN, my dad took my guitar. my pride and joy, the only thing i love, he fucking took. well i guess it means im going to show the asshole that i can earn my own cash to buy my own guitar. we had a screaming war - he tried to ( Read more... )

well i'm just lost. friends are going nuts on me. i feel so very very alone. but then there's nate... like i told nick last night, he's the air in my lungs. i can't breathe when he's not around. but he doesn't want me to get attached which obviously means he doesn't want an extreme relationship like i do. i'm such an emo kid ughh... anyways i'm ( Read more... )