Title: My decision
Chapter: ch.60
Pairing: Yoosu, Yunjae, Kimin
Author: BloodyRose
Length: 66 chapters
Genre: angst, romance, fluff, comedy, drama, advanture, fantasy, smut, happy ending
Warning/s: Yaoi, boyxboy
Summary: Jaejoong, however, frowned. He didn't know why, but deep inside he didn't believe this plan will work, deep inside he believed that junsu is the one who's to fight this battle…
Jaejoong, however, frowned. He didn't know why, but deep inside he didn't believe this plan will work, deep inside he believed that junsu is the one who's to fight this battle…
It was almost dawn now, everyone was still fighting. The souls were being trapped again and freed again. Every time they trapped them they would break free again and it just seemed like a never ending battle
'DAMN IT!!' Kyuhyun yelled as he dropped to the ground, panting harshly, this was so tiring; he couldn't keep on fighting anymore
'I told you before, only junsu shi could fight them' jaejoong whispered softly, his voice barely audible over all the noise of the fighting, but it did reach junsu's ears somehow, he heard it loud and clear
Junsu frowned, trying to remember how he fought the first trapped soul; he really couldn't remember what he did… it wasn't even him; it was the necklace, the key that freed the trapped soul
Junsu decided he will try it, no matter what he was going to try it. just looked around him was enough to make up his mind, everyone was tired, everyone was fighting their best and it was leading them nowhere, he needed to try, this was the least he could do
'Su?' yoochun frowned, not liking the way junsu walked forward, his hand clenched and looking like if thinking hard
'Get back or you'll be hurt!' yunho tried to yell at him but he didn't even listen to him
'I must try…' junsu spoke the words out loud, as if to make them final
'NO, SU NO!!!' yoochun yelled, he knew what junsu was about to do and couldn't agree to it, he just couldn't stand still and watch anymore, he had to do something about it
'But you won't be able to stop them on your own, baby please' yoochun now begged, so worried. He was too tired to fight and protect his lover, but he wasn't going to give up and allow his lover to fight all those trapped souls on his own
'It's y decision chunie… I must try… I must…' junsu whispered softly. He reached for the necklace and held it up; he took it into his hand and high to be level with his head and closed his eyes, trying to concentrate, trying to help them all
Junsu felt it hit him like a thunderbolt, he could feel so much anger and sadness, he could feel muted yells in pain and agony, he wanted to yell out too, but he couldn't find his voice to do it, he tried to move but his muscles wouldn't move, he was stuck in his own body, he was hopeless
Junsu felt like if being burnt alive, he couldn't but cry in pain, that was the only thing I his body which he seemed to still have control over, he cried and cried and tried to sort out his feelings, tried to sort out all the pain he was feeling
I had to see my wife being killed
I lived poor and never had the life I dreamt to have
I couldn't marry the man I loved; my parents forced me to marry for money
She cheated on me with my best friend
My lover… I want my lover back again
Why? Why did my baby die? He was only a few hours old? Why?
More and more feelings and cries were rushing into junsu's mind, every time he recognized a feeling and tried to understand it the pain would vanish, the necklace would shine and the trapped soul would vanish, freed from its bindings and chains
One after one, spirit after spirit junsu kept freeing them all, he was trying his best. But, supplying the other gods with their powers and using such a great amount of power to free the spirits, his poor body couldn't take all this and soon junsu's body began giving in, he began shivering all over and his veins were so red and obvious to the eye that everyone was worried they'll explode any second now
Junsu didn't stop, everyone was begging him to stop and let them finish it, but he couldn't. He couldn't stop the pain building up inside of him, the sadness and the regret. Feeling all that and know the spirits were feeling it all the time for god knows how long he just couldn't stop it, he refused to
All spirits were frozen in their place now as junsu's spell worked on them
Jaejoong looked at junsu worried, he was regretting saying that now, he regretted telling junsu he's the one to fight the spirits and set them free. King, prince, general, gods and soldiers were all standing and watching while one man fought against hundreds of spirits and set them free, it was heart breaking, seeing the way junsu cried and shivered, seeing his veins looking so dangerously red and his skin so pale, they couldn't take it
Slowly, junsu was losing his powers, he felt it, the pain was taking over him, he couldn't help it, he was getting weaker, he didn't think he could stay standing still for much long now, he was going to fall onto the ground any second now and the spell will be broken, the spirits will get angry again and attack everyone
As junsu's knees finally gave in and he thought it will be the end he gasped, mutely. The strong hands which held his waist were warm, strong and so familiar. He felt yoochun's chest against his back and felt him whisper something into his ear, he couldn't hear it though as spirits were still yelling their pain mutely into his ear. But, he could feel it, he understood it without hearing it, he knew what he meant, he could feel it inside of him, the flame of love burning ever so strong, washing al the sadness and the pain off him like the first rain of the year, he felt it and felt stronger, he felt capable of freeing all the spirits now
Junsu closed his eyes, concentrating on yoochun's love, on the power he felt building up inside of him now, he gathered it all and with one burst of energy the necklace shined so brightly it outshined the morning sun, all spirits began vanishing one after the other
As the last one vanished junsu closed his eyes and dropped into yoochun's waiting hands
'He's breathing' yoochun sighed, assuring himself more than anyone else
'Thank god' yunho whispered, everyone of them was around yoochun, watching the man in his hands
'We need to lay him in bed, he needs to rest' jaejoong whispered softly, not looking up to meet yoochun's eyes, still feeling like it was his fault junsu's in this condition
'Let's take him home then. Our job here is over' Kyuhyun hissed, turning away from his father who tried to reach a hand to him, tried to talk to him
'…When he wakes up we'll go find sungmin and leave this world'
No one spoke, changmin waited till they all were holding hands, bowed to the king and with the tiny amount of energy he got left he took everyone back to the house
'I'll put him in bed' yoochun went to lay junsu in bed and watch over him till he wakes up
Yunho took jaejoong to their room to rest, this time he meant only rest as he got no power for anything at the moment
Changmin rushed around looking for kibum, hugging him the second he found him and pulled him into the bedroom
Kyuhyun looked around, even though he just met him recently, the place looked so empty and missing without sungmin in it, without his little boy clenching to him and asking him to tell him about life, to tell him happy stories and anything, he always suspected that he only wanted him to talk without even caring about what, as if he needed to always be reminded he was there with him
'I will find you, I swear' Kyuhyun promised the air, the walls around him. He already lost one whom he cared most about; he wasn't going to lose another…