[FanFic] To Hell With Rules[Ch:1.5]
Title: Bad night
Chapter: 1.5
Rating: PG-13
Length: ?? chapters
Genre: romance, drama, comedy, angst, happy ending
Sammury: She's...gone..
A/N: please read the foreword first...
It wasn't till after dinner, desert and fruits that Park Young Woon and his two sons were to leave to their home. They were bidding their goodnight and goodbye to everyone when Park Young Woon's mobile rang
Looking at the number he blinked, patted his elder brother's shoulder and walked to the side to take the call.
The call didn't take long; when Park Young Woon came back his face was paler than before. He tapped his hyung at the shoulder and signaled him to go with him
'I wonder if everything is alright' changmin frowned, sensing something bad
'I'm sure it's just about the work' Park Eun Hee smiled softly at the kids. Junsu was already rubbing his eyes sleepily
'I'll go see what's taking so long' she smiled and walked to her husband and brother in law
'Sleepy~' junsu whined cutely, he was pouting and fighting to keep his eyes open as he inched to yoochun
'Come here, I'll hold you to sleep' changmin offered, trying to pick his little brother up
'No~' junsu whined and pushed changmin away, he was getting grumpy now he was so sleepy
'Come here' yoochun pulled junsu to sit on the couch with him, junsu didn't just sit down. He lent his head onto yoochun's shoulder and closed his eyes, drifting to sleep
'Changmin honey' Park Eun Hee walked back to them, she too looked pale and shaken
'Is everything alright, aunt?' changmin looked worried as well. His father and uncle just rushed out of the house without saying
'You and junsu will have to spend the night here, honey, something went wrong and your father and uncle went to check it, so…' she smiled weakly
'Spend the night here…' changmin looked at her, thinking, and then his eyes widened
'Is…does…' he began unable to finish it
'Let's put junsu in bed first, he's tired' she smiled weakly and pointed at the half asleep yoochun and already sleeping junsu on the couch
Changmin nodded, he felt his body go numb but he knew he had to fight it. whatever it was that went wrong he couldn't show it in front of junsu
Yunho took junsu into his hands and carried him to yoochun's bedroom. Yoochun walked beside him, to make sure they will take junsu to his bedroom and not somewhere else. When they reached Park Eun Hee and yoochun helped change the sleeping boy's cloth and dressed him into one of yoochun's too big silky pajama
'Go to sleep now, honey' Park Eun Hee kissed yoochun's cheek softly and turned off the light as yoochun lay in bed beside junsu, holding his hand softly and closing his eyes, allowing sleep to claim him
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Outside the bedroom changmin was leaning onto the wall, his knees were about to give in, the bad feeling in his chest was growing into a knot pressing onto his lungs, he couldn't breathe now, he needed to know what's wrong
'Aunt, please' he begged as his aunt walked out of yoochun's bedroom
'Come on' she sighed softly and led the pair to yunho's bedroom
'We don't know much' she began as they all sat on the bed ' the hospital called your father, it seems like there had been an accident…'
'Is… is mom alive?' changmin shivered, fighting against his tears
Yunho froze, looking between his cousin and mother, not believing this is happening
'We don't know anything yet…we must wait…' Park Eun Hee looked about to cry, she smiled bitterly and reached to hug changmin tightly ' you must be strong. Junsu is too young, he mustn't feel anything wrong. You must be strong for him now, he needs you.'
Changmin nodded his head and closed his eyes, holding back his tears as all he thought about was his mother and junsu. What if something happened to her? Junsu is only three years old; he's too young to lose her. What about him and his father, how will they go on without her?
'Come on' yunho finally spoke ' I'll give you a new pajama to wear. Sleep a little and I'm sure there will be some news in the morning'
'I can't… I need to…'
'There is nothing we can do now, honey, we must wait and be strong. You must sleep or you will look too tired in the morning, junsu will feel something is wrong at once'
'But… if…then…how… how will we tell him, how will we tell him mom is…is…gone…' changmin shivered, he felt it inside of him, something was wrong with his mother, way too wrong
'Let's just hope it's a minor thing, we'll know…'
Before she could finish her sentence, Park Eun Hee's heard the house's phone ring downstairs
'It must be them' she whispered and stood up, rushing to answer the phone
Yunho and changmin looked at each other, worried. Changmin wanted to stand up, to rush after her and know what happened to his mother, but his knees were too weak, he couldn't handle standing up right now
'It will be fine' yunho sighed, he wasn't good at this. He didn’t know how to handle this situation. Changmin was always strong, seeing him so weak now made him felt lost
Minutes passed like hours, changmin and yunho could hear the echo of their breathing in the room vibrate and reflect against the walls. They heard footsteps coming up the stairs and held back their breath at once, waiting, hoping.
The second Park Eun Hee entered the room, her eyes red and her skin too pale changmin gasped, knowing what happened at once. He bent down, his head on his knees and cried his heart out
Yunho widened his eyes, unable to believe, he rushed to his mother, helped her sit down on the bed beside changmin and looked at his cousin, he didn't know what to say, what to do to make him feel better. How could any words help in this situation? How could any action help ease his pain? Yunho just sat beside him and waited, he waited for him to finish crying
'She's… gone…gone…' changmin cried to himself, unable to keep it inside anyone. He wanted to yell, to break everything around him, to hit everyone, he wanted to cry, to crawl into the dark corner and stay there, he wanted to stay alone, he didn't want the others to leave, he wanted to… he didn't know, he didn't know what he wanted to do, he couldn't think, he couldn't feel period.
'Mother…' the call came from the door, startling them all
Looking they all saw yoochun standing by the door, rubbing his eyes and frowning at them, he looked at changmin and didn't speak for a while
'Yoochun honey…' his mother's voice sounded raw and cracked, she had been crying for sure
'Aunt… aunt is gone?' yoochun asked, blinking and looking at changmin still
No one answered him, they all looked to lost and too shaken to answer
'Yoochun' yunho spoke finally, taking his brother outside the room and kneeling down to his level, he held him by the shoulders and spoke softly ' something happened, and now aunt is dead.'
'Doll's mother is gone?' yoochun tried to understand ' dead'
Yunho nodded:' if junsu finds out he'll be so sad and will keep crying like changmin is. Don't tell him, okay? Just go back to sleep and stay with him now'
Yoochun nodded, he didn't want junsu to cry, he didn't like it when the boy cried
'Will she ever come back?' yoochun asked innocently
Yunho shook his head sadly:' she's gone. They can't see her or talk to her anymore. That's why changmin is so sad, and so will junsu be if he knew, so don't tell him and don't make him sad, okay?'
Yoochun nodded his head, looking at his mother. If he couldn't see or talk to his mother again he will be sad, he'll cry too. He didn't want junsu to cry, so he nodded his head and obeyed his hyung
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Yoochun walked back to his bedroom and slid down under the covers beside junsu. Looking at how cute junsu was looking when sleeping and pouting cutely yoochun held junsu's hand tightly and watched him, the pout was no more now he held his hand which was barely showing from the sleeve of his overly big pajama top
Yoochun kept looking at junsu till his eyes closed by themselves and he fell asleep. The thought of not telling junsu about his mother was still on his mind, he didn't want junsu sad and crying
The door cracked open a little and Yunho entered the bedroom, checking on the two young boys. Seeing them sleeping hand in hand he sighed a little, seeing how innocent and young junsu looked while asleep he really felt sorry for him, his life won't be easy no matter how much they loved him and tried to make it up to him. Nothing would ever replace the mother's love, he was sure of it
Closing the door, he walked back to his bedroom, changmin had moved off the bed to the corner of the room now, sitting there crawled up like a ball, his head between his knees, he was sobbing softly and rocking his body, or maybe he was shaking, he couldn't be sure
'They're both asleep' yunho informed his mother, who also looked broken, sitting in her chair still, she didn't move an inch since he had seated her there himself
'I'll call dad' yunho sighed and called his father, he wanted to make sure of things and seeing that he was the only one who could function not normally, but as close to normal as it could be, he picked his mobile and dialed the number
A short talk, that was it, he hanged up and looked at changmin who was still shivering and sobbing softly. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes as he spoke, trying his best not to hurt him, but he knew this can't happen ' funeral is tomorrow at noon' he whispered and changmin's body stiffened, he didn't sob not move now, he froze…