[FanFic] To Hell With Rules[Ch:2.10]
Title: Baby steps
Chapter: 2.10
Rating: PG-13
Length: ?? chapters
Genre: romance, drama, comedy, angst, happy ending
Sammury: They will take it baby stpes, but at least they were going somewhere
A/N: Soon, it will be the third part of the story, where the couples action begins...
Yoochun sighed and looked out of the window. Last year of high school sucked up till now. He didn’t take the tests as seriously as everyone else took them, simply because he had took and finished those subjects in college, he didn't need to come to school already, he still had two subjects only to finish the degree at collage, but he still went to school every day, simply because it meant seeing junsu every day.
It had been almost a year since junsu's birthday. They never spoke much of that night; well it was like junsu avoided talking much of that night. He acted normal around yoochun, still held to him and everything, although yoochun swore he could see and feel the change in the air around them. Junsu's look at him had changed.
It was only a few nights ago when junsu called him sniffing over the phone, yoochun was so worried he rushed to his uncle's house and sneaked through the kitchen's door, unnoticed but for the butler who was used to those kind of visits when junsu was younger and used to have nightmares or was sick or something, and he made his way to junsu's bedroom, to see what's wrong with him.
Junsu had just watched the first porn video of his life, a gay one if I may add. Sadly, he didn't pick up the right type and chose something extreme with bandage and everything. The poor boy was frightened after he watched the clip, he had came to terms with him being gay only when yoochun assured him that no one will judge him, that it was alright to be gay and that he was gay himself. But, now, seeing the clip the poor boy was traumatized, unable to believe that he will actually let someone do this to him and enjoy it
When yoochun watched the clip and understood what was wrong with his boy he barely held back his laugh, just barely. He spent the night assuring junsu that not all sex is bad; he even showed him some good, normal, clips of gay sex jut to prove his point
And as hard it is to believe it; he even explained to junsu, with words only, how to deal with a hard on. It wasn't quite comfortable for him, or easy, as he had to keep himself under control and not jump the boy and take him, showing him how gay sex was in action, in reality.
He hadn't spent much time with junsu since then. The boy was busy practicing for the soccer tournament and he was busy practicing karate for the championship. As he was already seventeen, it would be the last time he will be able to take part of it, and he intended to win, again.
Looking at the teacher boringly again yoochun stretched his hands and decided upon some new things for his new project
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Yoochun walked in to the house. He was drenched with sweat, dragging his school bag behind him and wanted nothing more than a bath and a nap
'Yoochun, come over for a second' his father called him the second he entered. Yoochun sighed, handed his bag to the butler and dragged himself to the living room, dropping down on the first armchair he found. There sat everyone, even the pouting junsu, and with them sat a man around his father's age and a young girl beside him, his daughter maybe.
'Back from practice, honey?' his mother smiled at him
He nodded his head:' coach wants to kill me before the tournament' he looked at yunho and went on ' four hours without a break. Learnt three new moves and went through the basic practice about five times'
Yunho's jaw dropped open, he had began learning karate on his own with siwon a year ago or so, he couldn't last long enough to master the black belt, but he was decent enough. Well, maybe he couldn't face yoochun, but he could take any jerk on and beat his butt flat for sure. Besides, karate did well for his body, everyone noticed that.
'Yoochun, this is Mr. Lee, he's a very important costumer, and this is his daughter Lily, she's just your age'
'Right' yoochun eyed the father and the daughter. His eyes shifted to junsu and he saw the boy still pouting, junsu was eyeing the girl as if she was a freak or something and yoochun knew why. Every time junsu saw a girl his age, sitting across of him, trying to hit on him or something, he would flash back to seeing his brother with that slut in the study on his birthday and would feel disgusted
'Allow me to shower and come back, I'm drenched with sweat' yoochun mumbled and stood up ' su, I got the material you wanted for your project in my bedroom, come with me and check it'
Junsu blinked, not sure he understood what yoochun wanted, but he was happy to find a reason to leave nonetheless that he rushed after yoochun at once
'Chunie…?' junsu began when they reached yoochun's bedroom
'Here, sit down and play on the laptop. I won't take long. It's better than being down there, right?'
Junsu grinned widely and sat to yoochun's desk, yoochun smiled at him and rushed into the bathroom to walk out of it half an hour later all dressed and smelling perfectly like kiwi and peach
'Come on' yoochun pulled the reluctant junsu with him and went downstairs again, he knew his father won't like it if they stayed in his bedroom all night and as it looked the pair will be staying for dinner there was no point in hiding
'So…' yoochun sat down and looked at his father ' when is dinner?'
'Soon, we're having a barbecue in the garden'
Yoochun nodded. He was about to turn to junsu and talk to him when the girl, Lily, began talking to him, subject after subject, question after a question she didn't stop and yoochun was having a headache because of her. But, as he came so close to shut her up, so many times, yoochun noticed how frustrated junsu was becoming with this whole thing, he wondered what junsu was going to do with this situation, so he put up with it and chatted off with this Lily girl.
Everyone moved to the backyard where everything was ready for the barbecue. Yoochun sat beside Lily, well actually she sat beside him leaving junsu to sit on yoochun's other side with a huge frown on his face. He didn't like that girl getting all of yoochun's attention, he hated it. He hated her. He didn't like anyone else taking his chunie from him; he wanted him for himself
He wanted him for himself…
Realization washed over junsu like cold water, he froze shocked by his new discovery. He was innocent but not stupid, he knew what this feeling meant, he had read and studied about it at school, he had heard about it from others as well, he was in love with yoochun… he was in love with his chunie
Junsu didn't know what felt scarier to him: the truth that he loved yoochun as a man and nothing else, or the fact that yoochun was and for the first time in his life, not giving him his full attention but leaving him alone while giving his attention to someone else, to some girl.
Junsu looked at the empty plate in front of him; he didn't feel like eating anymore. Yoochun was adding some salad to her plate, but not his. He was pouring wine into her glass, but not his. Junsu felt so angry, so sad, he felt so… so jealous of the girl that he felt his tears burning hot in his eyes
Unable to hold back junsu pushed the chair backwards and rushed into the house, wanting to stop feeling like this, he didn't like feeling like this, he didn't.
'I'll check on him' yoochun stood up and followed him at once; he already knew where to look for the boy, so he just went to his bedroom and opened the door. As always, junsu was curled up in his bed, under the cover
'Su…' yoochun closed the door and walked to him, seeing how the covers shivered slightly meaning junsu was crying underneath them broke his heart
'Su, look at me baby' yoochun whispered, sitting at the edge of the bed and preyed the covers away from junsu
'Look at me, su' yoochun whispered and pulled junsu to sit up, he lifted the boy's chin with his hand and made him look at him ' what's wrong baby?'
Junsu didn’t answer but shook his head, refusing to talk
'Tell me why you're crying'
'Chunie will hate me…' junsu sniffed some more
'I'll never hate you baby, I love you'
'Chunie will not love me anymore if he knew of this' junsu wiped his own tears away and looked down, not wanting to face yoochun
'I'll never stop loving you baby; I love you more than the sun and the moon. So tell me what's wrong'
Junsu didn't speak still, he just blushed red, a blush that yoochun had seen only once before, the night he kissed the boy
'Okay, let me guess then' yoochun smiled, knowing what's wrong with his boy now, his heart was beating so fast, as he spoke ' it's about this girl downstairs, isn't it?'
Junsu nodded
'You don't like me being so close to her, do you, you want me to stop being close to her, right?'
Junsu nodded again, abusing his lower lip as he always did when he felt nervous
'You're jealous of her getting my attention, right?'
Junsu nodded again, he bit on his lip so hard it was white now
'You want me to look only at you, right? Take care of only you. Be with only you. Pay attention to only you, and love only you, right baby?'
Junsu hesitated at first but then he nodded, as if afraid that yoochun would hate him he spoke up at once:' I fell for chunie, but I'll stop. I know it's bad and no good, so I'll fall out of love with chunie and stop loving him so chunie could be with everyone he wants, and, and…'
'You're not allowed to fall out of love with me' yoochun hissed at once, inching so close to the boy ' you're not allowed to fall out of love with me because I love you, I love you just like you love me, baby'
Junsu blinked, he looked lost for a minute or two, but then he blushed so dark that yoochun considered turning on the air conditioner before junsu melts down or something. He was so happy; he felt like soaring above the clouds now, junsu did love him, everything he ever dreamt about was true now, he will be happy with the boy he loves, he…
'But, but it's wrong, we can't…' junsu began, yoochun's' eyes widened
'Chunie is my cousin, we can't… we mustn't…' junsu began
It took yoochun half a second to decide he didn't give a damn about this shit. Society can go fuck itself for all he cared about, he wanted his lover and he was going to have his lover, weather anyone like it or not.
Pushing junsu on the bed one more time yoochun climbed on top of him at once, sealing their lips together and forbidding junsu from speaking anymore, he didn't want to hear this.
Junsu moaned into the kiss, at first he resisted, shook his head and tried to push yoochun away. He tried not to enjoy the kiss, but was failing miserably as yoochun's tongue waltzed into his mouth, licking everywhere and tasting everything.
Junsu moaned again and again and again, this kiss was better than the one before, this time he at least knew what was going on, he knew he was kissing yoochun, junsu imitated what yoochun did to him and tried to kiss yoochun back, earning a loud groan from yoochun at once.
Growing breathless yoochun had to break the kiss and looked at junsu right in the eyes:' this isn't wrong baby, nothing this good can be wrong'
'Daddy…' junsu began
'Will not know about it for now, we'll tell him later, when you're old enough' yoochun decided and junsu frowned, yoochun chuckled at once and corrected himself ' I mean till you're off age baby'
Junsu still looked worried, he looked guilty. But, yoochun knew how to persuade him at once
Leaning in yoochun kissed junsu softly, one more time, before he pulled away and looked at him:' for now, we'll keep it a secret from everyone. No one must know. Meet me in the old warehouse in school every morning I'll be waiting for you.' yoochun smiled and assured junsu once again ' we'll take it one step at a time. And trust me, it will be fine'
Junsu nodded his head, was it because of the look in yoochun's eyes, or because yoochun never broke his word to him or even because he just wanted to be with yoochun he didn't know, but junsu agreed anyhow and yoochun's face lit up. Yoochun's hand went to pat junsu' stomach gently, junsu's breath hitched and yoochun retreated his hand at once
'Sorry, I'll be careful and take things slowly, so don't worry' yoochun promised junsu ' we'll only kiss and hold hands in secret for now, okay? We'll take it baby steps'
Junsu couldn't believe this but he did nod his head at yoochun who grinned from ear to ear and pulled him up:' come on, before they search a searching squad after us'
Junsu blushed pink but allowed his chunie to lead him out of the bedroom and back to the backyard where this time he gave him his full attention ignoring the girl…
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Just to explain a few things:
1. The story is devided to three parts: one is when they were babis ( done), two is when they're teenagers ( one chapter left) and three is when they are grown ups (soon) so sorry if this part is taking so long, but there iwll be mature yoosu soon
2. About the smoking thing, you all got a point, but you're looking at the issue from your own point of view. Try thinking from yoochun's point of view. You love karate, more than anything, it's your favorite sport and your'e so good at it. But, suddenly you're not allowed to play it anymore, its taken away from you and there's nothing you could do about it. You would feel so angry and messing that you would want somethign to fill up the gap, to give you the same satisfaction the sport was giving you and so you look for another ways to achieve this satisfaction. As a teenager there are a lot of options open in front of you, smoking, drinking, drugs and a lot more, yoochun chose smoking but he could have chosen to do drugs insted. I know fourteen is a little too young to smoke, but this part i took out of my collage books. When something is taken away from you, like Karate from yoochun, you'll want to replace it, replace it with something you wouldn't have tried if this didn't happen. So, hope this helped...
3. Kimin and Yunjae are mainly in the next part of the story, so they will be on soon