[FanFic] To Hell With Rules[Ch:2.11]
Title: Gloomy
Chapter: 2.11
Rating: PG-13
Length: ?? chapters
Genre: romance, drama, comedy, angst, happy ending
Sammury: Junsu didn't want anything, he was just gloomy
A/N: Soon, it will be the third part of the story, where the couples action begins...
sorry for not posting yersterday, I finished work at midnight and had a report to write, so sorry~
Junsu made sure his hair was extra perfect; he made sure everything about him was extra perfect today. Today was the last day he'll meet yoochun at school before yoochun graduates and leaves him alone. He wanted to look extra pretty for his chunie
Four months, it had been four months since he and yoochun became more than cousins, much more. Looking at the mirror junsu remembered all the nights yoochun spent speaking to him on the phone, sneaking into his room to spend the night chatting, all the times they met secretly for lunch after school and then a walk or shopping, a small, privet date in secret… their relationship was tabooed, he knew it. He knew no one would accept them, no one would agree to them, but as long as he had yoochun's shoulder to lean on, he didn't care.
It wasn't always like that, when they first started he was worried sick, he couldn't face his family, he cried himself to sleep every night afraid and not knowing what to do, but then yoochun promised him everything will be alright, he won't allow anyone hurt or separate them, he asked him to trust him, and he did, like he always did.
Smiling to himself in the mirror junsu grabbed his bag and skipped out of the bedroom, trying to look cheerful to everyone in the house. He didn't want them to suspect anything, but as he sat down to breakfast his cheerful mask was already shattered, he was never a good liar.
'Su baby, why aren't you eating?' his father sounded worried
'Not hungry' junsu frowned
'Are you sick again?' changmin frowned. Just a month ago junsu was so sick he had to stay in bed for a whole week; he wouldn't allow anyone but yoochun, his best friend, beside his sickbed, yoochun was the only one to make him eat or take his medicine, just like he was the only one who could handle baby junsu, he was the one who could handle teenager junsu as well
'So, su, what are you going to do in the summer break, it's in a week you know?' changmin asked, trying to sound cheerful
Junsu frowned some more. After graduating yoochun won't be in school anymore and he will have to go there for another two years, he didn't want this… blinking, junsu noticed changmin eyeing him, his hyung had been speaking to him, but he didn't hear him, he was too busy mopping around to notice his hyung
'I want to go~' junsu pouted and left the table, rushing into his car and so the driver took him to school
Junsu's mobile buzzed a second later with a new text massage; junsu opened it at once and smiled softly as he read: I'm waiting for you in the usual place
Junsu blushed a little thinking of yoochun waiting for him already, he urged the driver to go faster and sat there, fantasizing about yoochun's perfect body, mouth, lips and tongue, sitting there waiting for him
Yoochun came up with this plan, himself, you see. Every morning he will wait for junsu in the old storage room in their school and when junsu arrives there, they will spend some alone lovers time together without anyone bothering them. Yoochun always demanded a long, lingering morning kiss from him to help him got through the day. Four months with yoochun were enough to turn junsu from innocent little boy to the master of kissing, by now he knew perfectly fine how to reply each of yoochun's kisses
So, today as well, as he reached the school junsu rushed to the dark room to meet yoochun. Closing the door after him he made a beeline to his lover at once, allowing yoochun to hug him and nuzzle into his extra perfect hair before he pulled away only slightly to look up at his face, the sadness returned to take over him as he thought that it would be the last time he'll hug yoochun at school like this
'Don't worry. I'll work it up. I'll still see you every morning here, trust me' yoochun whispered into junsu's ear assuring him and that was all junsu nodded, he smiled and closed his eyes as yoochun sealed their lips together. He kissed yoochun back and they were both sucking each other's lips at once, yoochun's upper lip between junsu's lips while junsu's lower lip between yoochun's lips, each sucking and licking the lip between his own
Soo, yoochun deepened the kiss, biting down on junsu's lip softly making him open his mouth to him at once. Yoochun's tongue met junsu's at once and the two tongues began circling each other, licking each other and fighting for who will lead the kiss. Today, yoochun won, like he usually won. And soon, yoochun's tongue was in junsu's mouth exploring and licking everywhere, wanting to taste everything and everywhere
Junsu et out soft, melodic, moan into the kiss which only vibrated against yoochun's tongue turning him on even more
'Chunie~' junsu moaned needy as they broke the kiss for air
Yoochun smirked and reached in once again to kiss junsu, he knew they still had time before the bell rang, and although they were still only kissing, he wanted to kiss thy boy all day long, he wanted everything about the boy, but as junsu wasn't ready still, he was being a big, good lover and waiting till his little boy was ready for the next step
'I love you, my doll' yoochun whispered into junsu's ear
'I love you too, chunie' junsu blushed and snuggled into yoochun's hold, arms wrapped around the elder man's neck while yoochun's hands circled his torso and brought him even closer to his body…
'I'm taking you home with me after school' yoochun whispered and junsu only nodded, this too was a normal thing for them
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The day passed on dully without his lover beside him, he looked at the blackboard, reading the information he already knew and studied well, everyone looked puzzled and not sure, to them this was hard, but to him this was just boring, damn boring.
From his seat yoochun looked outside the window, it had a view over the soccer field, where junsu was practicing with his team right now, yoochun's eyes could easily find junsu's outlines between the other team members, by now he knew everything about the boy by heart, every little habit junsu had, yoochun knew off. He even memorized the way junsu ran with the ball, the way he panted and the way he faced and avoided players to reach the goal and score, he could easily tell which player was junsu.
Yoochun spent the last hour watching junsu run around and score three goals for his team. Junsu looked happy as he ran around the stadium after his third goal, yoochun couldn't but chuckle softly at his lover, the boy was just too pure for his own good. He didn't even notice his effect on yoochun; yoochun who was ready to give up on everything for the boy, even smoking. Yea, yoochun had stopped smoking because junsu told him he didn't like the taste of cigarettes when he kissed him, and as he wanted to kiss junsu the entire time, he stopped smoking.
When the class was finally over yoochun rushed to junsu, pulled him by the hand and pulled him to the parking lot. Yoochun was over seventeen now, he had his driving license already and he had a very cool, very expensive car as well, junsu always said that yoochun booked so hot when driving so he didn't complain at all, about anything.
Starting the car yoochun drove to his house at once, he parked the car carelessly and got our, pulling junsu with him once again. Entering the house yoochun looked; no he simply called, for his mother:' we're home. Junsu and I will be in my room, working on a project, no one intrudes!'
Without waiting for an answer yoochun pulled junsu to his bedroom, closed the door shut, locking it for good precaution, and pushed junsu on his bed kissing and cuddling him for as long as he could
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Junsu frowned and looked around at the partying crowd. This was so wrong, this wasn't what he wanted. He didn't want the party or the ceremony. He didn't want any of this. He didn't want anything to change. But, unfortunately it wasn't his party to control, it was yoochun's.
Today… junsu swallowed as he remembered, today was the say yoochun graduated in, first on his class with top marks. He was so happy for him, everything was perfect in this party which their family threw for yoochun, everything was perfect but him, he didn't feel like anything anymore, he didn't feel like celebrating, he just felt like a huge weight was pressing on his chest and he didn't know how to deal with it
So, standing by the side and looking all so gloomy junsu focused on the glass of none alcohol cocktail in his hands, refusing to greet or chat with anyone
'Su honey, why so gloomy?' his aunt, uncle and father walked to him
'Nothing' he frowned more and made his way away from the group, not wanting company, but they stopped him at once
'Baby, if something is bothering you…' his dad began
'Nothing, I said it's nothing!' junsu's outburst came as a shock to them all for sure; they looked at him with worried looks
'Su, that wasn't nice of you, apologize!' yoochun's stern voice startled him, he was standing just behind him with a glass of alcohol in his hand
'Sorry' junsu looked down, not facing anyone, he felt like crying
'Come here' yoochun sighed and pulled junsu closer to him. Junsu felt startled at once, everyone was looking at them, they weren't along yet yoochun was circling his waist with his hand
'Look su, just because I'm graduating doesn't mean I will stop seeing you every day, I promise' yoochun assured the boy softly, gently ' I will still meet you every day and come to pick you up. I will take you shopping and out for a meal, we will go out partying at nights and have fun as we always do. Nothing will change, I promise'
Junsu looked up at yoochun with tears in his eyes; he sniffed softly and nodded his head. He was so relieved to hear yoochun assure him that, because if anything, he knew yoochun would never lie to him.
'Is that what you were afraid of?' his father asked, softly and junsu nodded his head
'Come on, let's dance, you've been gloomy enough for one night. Besides, I've got presents for you' yoochun smirked and saw junsu's face lit up at once, everyone chuckled at the youngest and watched as yoochun led him to the crowded dance floor
'Chunie would still see me every morning too?' junsu whispered in yoochun's ear when their family was out of earshot
'Wouldn't miss it for the world' yoochun assured him, his hands around junsu's waist tightly as they danced
'Chunie, look' junsu pointed with his head and yoochun turned to look. He smirked at once, his hyung was clearly flirting with the captain of the soccer team, his hyung was barely standing still as well, too drunk as it seemed
'Where is the younger brother?' yoochun wondered, as jaejoong never went anywhere without his three years younger brother. Looking around the room yoochun smirking finding him…