[FanFic] To Hell With Rules[Ch:3.14]
Title: By heart
Chapter: 3.14
Rating: PG-13
Length: ?? chapters
Genre: romance, drama, comedy, angst, happy ending
Sammury: Talk it out, like adults do
A/N: and here comes Kimin and troubels......
Park Jung Soo looked at his son, seeing the anger and hurt mixing in his son's eyes he couldn't but sigh. Yoochun was hurting, but just like before, just like when his shoulder injury happened yoochun wouldn't admit his pain, he would keep it to himself. Now, it looked like he was keeping his anger and pain to himself, until he was ready to explode
'Sit down' he tried to keep his tone gentle as he spoke
'GET OUT!' yoochun was making his way around his desk toward him
'We will talk this through. Tell me why you think you should stay with Junsu and we'll decide upon it, together'
Yoochun froze, looking at him as if he was a monster or something. But it seemed to have worked, because he wasn't yelling anymore
'What?' blinked yoochun
'Sit down. We will talk. Try to convince me that you and junsu should be together, we will see what happens. That's how adults solve things, not by yelling and leaving the house, or breaking their hyung's shoulder blade!'
'He's a jerk'
'Sit down' he rolled his eyes at his son
'And I'll consider this like it never happened till you start thinking again' Ji Yong waved the paper yoochun threw at him and walked out of the door ' I told Ri to take a little break because you caused him a trauma!'
'Asshole' yoochun hissed after him
'AND I DO ESPECT A RAISE FOR ALL THIS SHIT YOU'RE PUTTING ME THROUGH!' Ji Yong called from outside the office as he closed the door
'Right' yoochun spoke curtly and sat down in front of his father, still looking at him angrily
'Now,' he sighed ' tell me everything. How the hell that began and how did it turn out like this?'
'I love him, I always did…' yoochun began, trying as much as he could to control his tone as he told his father everything about his story with junsu
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Junsu tried his best to focus his sight, the book was right in front of him but he couldn't look at it, he couldn't take a single word of it.
Something happened around him, a sound somewhere, but he couldn't be sure of the source or the location
Junsu tried to blink again, to focus things into view, but couldn't. Tears were filling his eyes, he couldn't see clearly from behind those tears
As he began to feel dizzy junsu stood up, pushing the chair backwards, he stumbled his way to the nearby bed and dropped into it, closing his eyes, wanting to block everything out, wanting to turn his feeling off
Another sound, a gentle touch on him and someone was covering him with the covers, raising his head a little and slipping the fluffy pillow under it
By now he didn't even bother to open his eyes and look at the person who did this, he just wanted everything to go numb, he wanted everything to vanish and wanted to feel good again, he wanted to feel safe and loved, he wanted to be with someone who would love him without conditions and pain
Someone who will love him without conditions and pain…junsu spent a while thinking about this person, how to reach there? How to get out of the bed? How to gather enough power not to fall down the stairs as he walks out? How to get there without anyone knowing?
He will find a way, he must find a way, because he needed to be there more than anything, to cry his heart out and feel safe once again…
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Jaejoong stretched out his hands and looked around. His break was going to end soon and he was still not here
'Sorry I'm late' a panting voice came from behind
Turning around jaejoong blinked, the man was sporting an injured hand
'Are you alright?' he asked, worried about his man
'Got in a fight with yoochun' yunho sighed ' around a week ago'
'That's why you've been so busy lately? And why he had been in such a horrible mood all week?' he frowned
'What horrible mode? That jerks doesn't get to be in a horrible mood, I get to!' He blinked as he led them into the café and ordered them some coffee and cakes
'He fires anyone he sees in front of him. He's been in the company's gym practicing every day. He's planning to shut down the company's branch in China and fire fifty persons while on it. Plus, he's not pleased with anything anymore. He had fired and rehired Ji Yong shi more than thirty times this week alone' jaejoong sighed ' he's taking it out on everyone'
'He hadn't been home for a week. Everything is a mess. Uncle had a heart attack. Mom is beating herself for it. Dad is broke. I've got most of the work in the company to do all by myself now' he took a deep breath ' that's why I had no time for the past week. I'm sorry I was always busy'
'It's alright' jaejoong smiled softly ' we said we'll go slowly and see where things take us'
'Right' yunho frowned; he did want to go slowly, but not that slowly. He wanted slowly as in not publishing their relationship slowly; and heck after yoochun's accident he's sure to hush it down now. But he didn't want to take it we won't be doing anything now slowly, especially that he had spent the last week dreaming about the boy once again
'So,' jaejoong smiled at him ' what now?'
'Well, I was hoping for a cup of coffee, a cake and a make out session to power me up before going back to work' yunho grinned
'Really?' jaejoong tried to hide his pink cheeks as he cracked an eyebrow at yunho and tried to look cocky
'Hell yea' yunho smirked and lent in across the table reaching to kiss jaejoong's lips softly, gently, that their lips barely touched before he went back to his seat, an idiotic grin on his face
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'But…' Park Jung Soo began as yoochun finished his story ' you had been with him for years then!' he sounded astonished
'Yes I had, and I won't stop now. You can't take him away from me. That's not right!' yoochun hissed, fisting his hands as he looked at his father
'And why punish everyone over this? You're mother is crying herself to sleep every night because of you, you know'
'You're forcing us apart. I don't need such a family' yoochun hissed
He was about to say something, he was about to tell his son how much family means to a person and how impotent blood connection is to someone when his mobile rang
'Hello?'
'I'm with yoochun right now'
'No, he's not here'
'Of course I'm sure changmin, what happened?'
'WHAT?'
'Does your father know?'
'Keep it that way. I'll look for him myself'
'Of course, I'll hang up now'
Hanging up he sighed and looked at yoochun, shaking his head slightly:' you're not hiding him right now, are you?'
'What?' yoochun blinked, worry was nesting inside his heart now
'He's gone. Can you tell me where to look for him or should I simply look all over the town?' he tried. If anyone was to know where junsu would be it would be yoochun, whether they liked it or not
'He's…gone…' yoochun widened his eyes thinking, he didn't need more than five seconds to widen his eyes, grab his keys and rush out of the office, his father right after him. He knew junsu by heart; he could read him like an open book. It had been this way all their lives. He was sure of where to find his little lover
'Where are we going?' his father yelled as he ran to keep up with him
He didn't answer; he just got into the parking lot and into his new car and drove, knowing very well that his father was right after him. He knew that, but didn't care enough to lose him or something.
Junsu was out of the house. That was all he could think about, he will be able to see him, to hold him and kiss him. He'll convince him that they're to belong together no matter what
Driving so fast yoochun must have earned five tickets at least, but he didn't care, now. He just wanted to reach his lover before anyone else. He wanted to have him alone to himself for some time. He wanted to hug him, smell him and kiss him. He wanted to assure him everything will be alright no matter what
He was getting closer now, only a few minutes and he will be there, he knew it. He knew the exact spot where to find junsu, he always took him there when the boy was feeling down. He always went there with him and watched him cry his heart out on the cold marble. Now will be no different for sure, he'll find his lover where he always was at a time like this, crying his heart out on his mother's white marble tomb and wishing everything would vanish and he would stop feeling pain… just like always, just like the junsu he knew, his lover and his doll…