[FanFic] To Hell With Rules[Ch:3.17]
Title: Test hsi love
Chapter: 3.17
Rating: PG-13
Length: ?? chapters
Genre: romance, drama, comedy, angst, happy ending
Sammury: Why are you so afraid to test his love?
A/N: Sorry for the late posts lately, but I'm really tired those days
Kicking the door open yoochun walked into the office and frowned at the annoyed Ji Yong
'What crawled up your ass this time?' Ji Yong hissed, not bothering to cover his anger at the sight of yoochun
'What was my jerk of a brother doing here?'
'I don't know! I was too busy covering up for you to notice anything else' Ji Yong hissed
'Right.' yoochun frowned ' what crawled up your ass?' he hissed, throwing Ji Yong's own words right back at him
'I'm too busy doing things here that I don't have a life'
'I was going to ask you to go out to drink' yoochun sighed, Ji Yong was once of the few, few people who around yoochun lowered his defenses and showed his weakness, with no masks
'What happened?'
Yoochun shrugged and dropped into the chair, looking at the ceiling and finally allowing a single tear to trail down his face
Watching his best friend Ji Yong sighed and reached the bottom drawer and pulled out a half empty bottle of Vodka and two shot glasses
'Come on' he filled the glasses and handed one to yoochun. They both drank in silence; no one spoke a word as they emptied the bottle till the last drop
'What happened?' Ji Yong asked again, now the bottle was empty
'They want me to go back home. They want me to treat him like a friend, to watch him from afar. They only want their little perfect family as they knew it. They don't give a damn about what I, we, really want…' yoochun dried another tear and looked fixed on the empty glass in front of him
'Will you do it?' Ji Yong sighed; he knew yoochun was hurting, he knew that if yoochun reached a point where he allowed himself to cry then it was drastically messed up
'I don't know… If I go back then I will be near him, but I'll have him so close yet so far away, I won't be able to spend any alone time with him, everything will change. If I don’t, then I won't have him, either way I won't have him'
'I think you should go away for a while. Go to china; check up the new branch you so want to close down. Spend some time there. Clear your mind and then come back. I'll cover for you here'
Yoochun didn't answer. He kept looking at the glass
'Think about it. The best thing you could do for him right now is not to put him in a spot where he must choose between his family and you. If you love him, then don't make him do this choice. He'll hate you for the rest of your life if you do'
'I know' yoochun sighed ' but I need him, I…' yoochun swallowed down a lump and shook his head
Ji Yong didn't talk. He just sat there and looked at yoochun while he kept looking at the glass. He knew yoochun just needed him there beside him; he didn't need any words or any hugs or whatever else it is. He just needed not to be alone, because believe it or not, yoochun's biggest fear was to lose everyone he loves and be left all alone
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Yoochun walked through the main door and noticed the lights still on; he looked around to see the whole family there, waiting for him in the living room
'Yoochun honey,' his mother began
Yoochun frowned. It was almost morning. He made sure to come back so late so no one would be up and see him, but all his efforts were in vain as everyone was there, including a frowning changmin, a boiling yunho and a worried junsu
Junsu, yoochun couldn't face the boy right now. He just couldn't look at him and not rush to hold him, hug him and kiss him. God, he needed the boy. Being so close to him yet so far away was torture for sure
Yoochun didn't speak with them; he made his way past them to the study and straight to the safe behind one painting on the wall
Everyone followed in. they all watched as he opened the safe and rumbled through the passports till he found his own, took it into his hand and closed the safe
Turning around, yoochun was about to leave. But, everyone was standing there and blocking the exit for him
'Yoochun, sit down, we need to talk' his father began
'Are you hungry hone, want me to fix you something to eat?' his mother tried, pleadingly
'I have a plane to catch' yoochun frowned and again made his way to the entrance, but again his way was blocked by everyone standing in his way
'Going somewhere?' Yunho hissed
'None of your fucking business, and if I ever find out you were in my company hitting on or even looking at one of my employees once again then I'll not only throw you out, but I'll break your other shoulder alongside every bone in your body. Understand?'
'You…' yunho began but his father laid a hand on his shoulder stopping him and he fell silent at once
'Where are you going, chunie?' junsu spoke, his voice was broken and he sounded so sad that yoochun felt it as another knife cutting into his heart
'I've got some business outside the company to attend to. I'll be gone for a while so take care of yourself and focus on your tests' yoochun smiled, barely
'But…' junsu looked around, everyone was eyeing them. He felt like suffocating, he wanted to rush to yoochun, to hold him back and forbid him to go, but he couldn't.
'Yoochun, you're just running away from this and that's…' his father began
'Running away from what? From what you're trying to force us to believe and do, from what we truly feel, from the best thing I ever had, from this whole mess this jerk created, from the man I love, from the family I don't want, from this fucking house I came to hate, from you and your ideal thoughts?' yoochun yelled, looking at his father straight in the eyes, they were only inches apart now
'You're drunk' it wasn't a question nor a statement, it was more like a shocked whisper, a pity filled whisper which made the blood in yoochun's veins boil up
'So what, what will you do, ground me?' yoochun spat, angrily, heck he was more than angry now, much, much more.
'Yoochun, stop it. We won't talk when you're drunk and can't think straight'
Yoochun snorted and looked at the man in front of him. Whether it was the alcohol in his blood or the anger in his veins he didn't know but he spoke without thinking, he couldn't think anymore
'You deserve everything you're going to get. And in three days when the other company is to release the new program, which they hacked from you, destroying your little precious company with it I'll sit by the side and watch. I'll watch you break down just like you broke me down!'
The echo of the slap echoed a few times in the room. Yoochun looked at his father whose hand was still stretched forward, as it slapped his cheek, and smirked wider, not caring anymore
'You've gone way out of line. You'll stop this craziness right now or I'll…'
'You'll what? You'll disown me, ground me, slap me, hit me, stop my allowance or what, maybe you'll step even lower and force me to pretend to be friends with the man I love? Oh, wait, you've already done that!!'
No one answered, they all were watching yoochun. They all new yoochun had no respect to anyone and had no shame and was really blunt about what he wanted and thought but never did they think he would talk to his father like this
Park Jung Soo opened his mouth to say something but didn't, he closed it and looked at yoochun, noticing the passport still in his hand he took his chance as yoochun wasn't paying attention and quickly snatched the passport out of his hand
'You're not going anywhere!' he announced ' you'll stay in this room till you're sober and remember how one talks to his father!'
Yoochun smirked:' oh just try to keep me here, I would love to trash down your damn house to get out of here!'
'Chunie is scary'
The whisper startled yoochun. He turned to look at junsu who was crying and looking at him. Again, the knife was cutting through his heart like a knife into butter. He couldn't take all this, why did he have to suffer all this?
'You want to leave; you don't want to be around me. You're fighting with everyone because of me, you hate everyone because of me, and… and…' junsu began crying, he couldn't go on
Sighing, yoochun reached a hand and pulled junsu into his hands, not caring about everyone watching. He just pulled the younger boy into a tight hug and allowed him to cry into his chest while fighting the urge to cry himself
'Yoochun…' his father sighed; he looked at the broken look in his son's eyes and calmed down. He knew yoochun was hurting and that's why he was taking it out on them, and even though it was unaccepted he wanted yoochun to understand that they did want the best for him and junsu, no matter what he thought
'We don't want to break you two apart.' Park Young Woon began, startling yoochun ' but as we said before, junsu was so young and he never before experienced love as one should. And so, even though we're sure of your feelings for him we're not sure of his feelings for you…'
'That's why we suggested that plan earlier. If you want to be with junsu then show us that he really loves you for you, not because he learnt to love you or because he loves the idea of being in love. If you trust that he loves you so much, then, why are you so afraid to test his love?' his father finished
'Yoochun honey,' his mother began ' please stay, you can talk and solve everything, but you can't avoid the problem and leave like this. It will only make things worse…'