[FanFic] To Hell With Rules[Ch:3.25]
Title: Unhealthy waiting
Chapter: 3.25
Rating: PG-13
Length: ?? chapters
Genre: romance, drama, comedy, angst, happy ending
Sammury: He hated to wait, he didn't like it...
A/N: Hope you like the chapter~
Changmin sighed and looked at the fluffy teddy bear on his bed; it had been five days already. This wait was going to be the end of him. Five days and all he could think about was the little boy, his little boy.
Sitting to his desk going through some documents he glanced at the clock in front of him. It was almost midnight. His uncle and father were still up in the living room, his aunt was asleep and yunho was in the company working on something. Junsu, his baby brother, was crawled in yoochun's bed, hugging his pillow and sleeping
Looking at the teddy bear again changmin remembered…
Changmin opened the small card attached to the teddy bear and smiled at the few words scribbled on the blank, white card. The boy was nervous, to say the least. It should from his handwriting, but still, it brought a smile to his lips as he read it out loud, just to make sure
'I will give the teddy bear to you… I hope you will accept it'
Changmin wasn't dump. He knew exactly what the boy meant by giving him the teddy bear he made himself. The reason the boy was distracted all night and blushing while looking at him, the reason why he was so nervous when he gave him the teddy bear. Of course, it must be his first confession. And last, a little voice whispered inside his mind, his first and last.
Changmin's smile turned into a frown, he looked at the teddy bear once again. What was he to do with it? Is he to accept it and become the boy's lover, to return it and apologize, to act as if he didn't remember what the teddy bear meant?
No, changmin decided, he wasn’t' going to ignore the boy's confession. It was his first one and he was going to give him a proper answer somehow…
That's how, changmin thought, he ended up at the boy's school the second day, waiting…
He watched as students rushed out of the school, all happy to go back home. He stood by the car and watched every face as they walked past him. Some were looking at him with awe, or more like looking at his car, but some girls couldn't but wink and giggle at him as they passed him
Finally, he saw him. Walking slowly outside the school building and making his way toward him, he was looking at the paper in his hands, not noticing him. With a smirk on his face he walked to him, he stood right in front of him and softly tugged the paper out of the boy's hands and looked at it. It was an English test. The boy had scored ninety out of one hundred on it
'Good job' he smiled
The boy didn't answer. Kibum looked at him and blushed pink
'Come on, we'll celebrate your result'
With that he had pulled kibum into his car and drove away to a nearby restaurant. He had booked a VIP section in it so not to be disrupted while talking.
Kibum didn't speak until they sat down and the food was served. No, he didn't speak even then, he just looked at him and blinked, the pink blush was still on his cheeks
'Eat up, we'll talk after we eat' he had whispered softly. In fact, he wanted to keep the boy around for as long as he could, because the second he lets him down, the second he returns the teddy bear to him he knew the boy would rush out, he won't talk to him again, he seriously doubted the boy would like to be friends with him. No, he knew this would be the last time he will ever see the boy and he wanted it to last
So they ate, the atmosphere was still filled with tension, they both kept the conversation at bare minimum. Only discussing safe topics like sports and school and so
When the chocolate brownies were served and eaten changmin found no other excuse to postpone the talk any longer.
'So, I saw the teddy bear last night, it was well done'
Kibum stiffened, he looked down at the white table clothing, he didn’t dare to look up and face him
'I read the card at well'
'Oh' kibum had turned red now
Changmin sighed; this wasn't how he expected to do it. This wasn't going as he wanted.
Closing his eyes he took a deep breath and decided to act on an impulse for this time. He stood up and walked across the table to kibum. They were alone in the room; no one was here to see. Changmin tapped kibum on the shoulder. The boy looked up at him, fear in his eyes as he waited for him to act, or speak. He reached down slowly and kissed the boy lips, a soft, short, gentle and tender kiss that lasted all together about three seconds before changmin pulled away and smiled softly, sadly at kibum
'I'm honored you think of me like this, kibum, really. But you're… you're too young and I…'
'Don't' kibum began sniffing, threatening to cry any second now. His eyes were red and filled with tears as he reached up and kissed him again, this time the kiss didn't last three seconds, changmin pulled away after one and a half and shook his head at the boy
'Please don't. I know you like me, I know…' kibum sniffed more
'It's not whether I like you or not kibum; it's not legal for us to be together. You're too young'
'But I love you, I don't care about others, please~' kibum begged gain, trying to reach up and kiss him again. Changmin tried to resist, he couldn't find it in him to push the boy away, he tried to tilt his head sides ways so his lips won't touch the boy's but he didn't have much luck. Kibum captured his lips a minute later and he couldn't even bring himself to break the kiss
Minutes passed and the kiss didn't break. It was so heated that changmin felt so hot that his brain was melting. Kibum might had been an amateur and didn't have much skills when it came to kissing, but what he lacked in experience he made up to in enthusiasm. Changmin couldn't argue that this was the best kill he had in his life
Finally, when they were both breathless they had to draw apart. Their eyes locked at once and changmin regained control of his body again
'No, I'm sorry I lost control, damn it, this is bad… I…' be begun to mumble, to himself more than to kibum
'No, no, please don't' kibum hugged him tightly, not willing to let go
'You're under age, I can't be with you. It's not legal' changmin repeated ' you're not twenty one. You're not even seventeen'
'I'll be fifteen next month!' kibum insisted, as if it made such a difference
'But you're not twenty one' changmin repeated gently, softly
'So what…? No one waits till he's twenty one to be in a relationship! Did you wait till you were twenty one before being in a relationship?'
Changmin didn't answer that. He had sex for the first time when he was around fifteen, he was much younger than the boy, but this boy was precious to him. He was so innocent and pure. He didn't want to taint him; he didn't want to ruin his life for him.
'I'm way too old for you' he tried again. 'I'm almost old enough to be your father'
'No you're not…!' kibum insisted
'It's more than ten years between us'
'I don't care! You can't keep me away! Please don't keep me away, please'
'I… I won't' changmin gave in, how couldn't he. One look at the boy's pleading eyes was enough to melt the stone down, not only his heart.
'But,' he insisted on adding ' nothing but kissing until you're seventeen, at least. And if your hyung disapproves then we will break apart. I won't come in between you and your brother'
Kibum nodding his head, agreeing. Anything as long as he could have his man with him, he would do anything.
Changmin chuckled as he remembered the bitter sweet memories. He looked at the teddy bear again and felt warmness fill his heart. It was only twenty four days before his lover is seventeen. He could barely wait. He was so going to ravage the boy on his birthday; this waiting was going was going to be the end of him.
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Junsu sat in the living room with everyone after their lunch. He had just hanged up a phone call with yoochun. The man was still in China and as it looked he was so busy and won't be back for a few days. He pouted and looked blankly in front of him, he hated to wait. Never in his life did he have to wait. He always had everything he wanted whenever he wanted; everyone always spoiled him, especially yoochun. But now he had to wait, and he hated it. He didn't want to wait, it was driving him crazy to wait and think. He didn't want to think of his lover being away, he didn't think of all the men and women there with him, he refused to think of it! Why was he always thinking of it? He didn't want to! He didn't want to think about the voices he heard on the other end of the line every time he talked to yoochun, they were around him talking in a language he didn't speak nor understand. He hated this!
'Junsu honey, eat the cake' his aunt spoke softly, sitting beside him
'Su, is everything alright baby?' his father looked worried
Junsu looked up at his father, a pout on his lips. He didn't speak but the chuckle he heard from around him told him they understood
'He's worried about yoochun, about him being with someone else there while he waits here' yunho snickered and he blushed pink.
'Don't worry honey. He fought with his teeth for you; he went against the world to get you. He won't throw your relationship aside for anything or anyone. Just trust him' his aunt smiled
'Yes, and this shows how much he loves you' his uncle pointed at the angry purplish bruise on his face and sighed. He blushed again; knowing yoochun did this for him, for them. It just filled him with warmth. But, if only he was here with him, he hated him being away. He didn't want him away
'Why must he have a company in China?' he whined and everyone chuckled at him.
'Tell him that and he will fire everyone, close the company and rush to you at once' yunho rolled his eyes, almost kidding, and he pouted. He didn't like waiting and he was going to tell yoochun that when he calls him next!