Title: chapter19: His Heart
Pairing: Yoosu, Yunjae, Kimin
Author: BloodyRose
Rating: PG-13 / NC-17
Length: 19/?
Genre: romance, Drama ( a little bit), comedy, cross dressing, happy ending
Warning/s: Yaoi, boyxboy
Summary: Kibum was in the sport car beside changmin who was driving, he always wanted to be in one of those cars, both his hyungs had one of them each but he did not, he had to take the bus to go anywhere because he was the illegal kid, the ugly duck so being inside one of them now felt like being in the super land, everything in the car looked great and rich, well everything but him
Kibum was in the sport car beside changmin who was driving, he always wanted to be in one of those cars, both his hyungs had one of them each but he did not, he had to take the bus to go anywhere because he was the illegal kid, the ugly duck so being inside one of them now felt like being in the super land, everything in the car looked great and rich, well everything but him
'Like the car so? It goes really fast you know' smirked changmin wanting to impress the boy
'I know, I watch my hyungs race with them all the time' smiled kibum back, a weak half hearted smile that hid a deep sadness
'Your hyungs got those cars?' blinked changmin
'Yea… they have one each'
'How come? Are not you…'
'Poor? I am but dad is not' smiled kibum weakly and as changmin was about to ask more he changed the subject at once
'Where…are we going too?'
'My place, we will have dinner first, ok?' smiled changmin charmingly once again and once again kibum could not but nod, could not but melt down and could not but think of how pathetic he is to melt and fall for a model like Shim Changmin, one that will have some fun with his body and throw him away the next morning like a used tissue that became useless and just trash
The rest of the drive went without any more talking, they both stole some glances of each other now and then but none spoke, none talked till changmin parked the car in front of a fancy three floors building and rushed to get out and open the door for kibum
Getting out of the car kibum looked, only rich people lived here for sure, heck the underground closed parking lot had air conditioner and the floor was a black carpet
Changmin smiled seeing how kibum eyed everything around; he held his hand and pulled him toward the elevator and pushed number three, his apartment was in the last floor, it took a second before the elevators doors opened again and changmin pulled kibum out, there were in what looked like a living room, the dark wooden floor, the red walls, the zebra skin rugs around and the white leather couches around the walls and in the middle there was a glass table with a big vase filled with roses
In the wall right across of them there was a while metal door that had no door knob nor keyhole but a little screen in place of the keyhole, changmin pulled kibum to it and placed his right thumb on the screen, a second later they heard a soft click and the door opened by itself to admit them in
Kibum was shocked of everything, this place was like his dream house, a modern style house that was not too much, wooden floor, white walls, black leather couches huge TV screen and everything you dream about plus some tall red roses standing on the floor, they were not real of course, no real rose would be more than a meter height and three inches thick but still those looked so real standing by the corners of the living room, and of course there was this huge front glass that should the whole area around them. A cozy place to hang out and live in, must be nice to live in a place like this
'Sit down. I will get us a drink' grinned changmin throwing his keys to the couch and disappearing into another room, nervous kibum sat down, he was never in a man's house before, a stranger's house, and most importantly a famous stranger who was rumored to be a playboy
Sitting on the edge of a single armchair kibum looked around, the view was good, would be great in an hour or too when it's really dark
'Here you go' changmin handed kibum a glass of whiskey while holding onto one himself, kibum swallowed hard, he had not drank that before he was not old enough to drink too, ohh his family would kill him if they knew he was drinking but still he did not want to look weak and sissy, he wanted to look cool so bringing the glass to his lips he sipped a little of the liquid in it to feel it so bitter and even stinging in his throat as he swallowed
Making a soar face that looked so cute if I may add kibum placed the glass on the coffee table and tried not to cough
Seeing the face the boy did changmin could not help but chuckle a little and place his glace beside kibum's after drinking half of it:' I will ask to prepare the food now, anything you would like?'
'Err… I'm alright with anything…' mumbled kibum shyly as changmin smiled and walked into what kibum believed the kitchen to come back a couple of minutes later smiling
'The food will be ready soon, hope you like it'
'You are cooking?' blinked kibum and whispered as he stood up again
'No silly, I have hired a chef' chuckled changmin, as if he could make a sandwich to cook a five star meal for them
Blushing pink feeling embarrassed that he did not realize this, kibum just looked away to the big posters on the walls in a glass frames, they were all posters of changmin, in a deferent posses and looks and the one kibum happened to look at should a half naked changmin with only a boxer and a half buttoned jeans on, the entire picture was in black and white but Changmin's eyes were colored, he had dark green contacts on that looked so good on him, his body was sweating and he looked so sexy, kibum blushed red looking at the picture
Tracking kibum's gaze changmin chuckled again and whispered right into kibum's ear seductively making him gasp in shock
'That is my favorite poster, like it?'
Kibum just nodded his head and looked away; he took a step backward to get away from the model too making him pout cutely
'So, we have about twenty minute till dinner, let's talk a little to pass the time, I want to get to know you better' smiled changmin and pulled kibum to sit down beside him on the couch
For about twenty minutes they chatted, kibum did not tell him about his family and that but they talked about themselves, about what they like and hate, about their favorite colors and hobbies, the talked about everything and slowly kibum was relaxing more and more, not noticing the smile on his lips as he listened to changmin tell him about himself and how fans keep chasing him not allowing him any privacy
They had a wonderful dinner too, they moved to the dining room and there the table was filled with everything, white meat, red meat, fishes, vegetables, fruit, sweats, cakes, soft drinks and alcohol, simply everything!
Sitting down kibum eyed the food wondering how could one chef get all this ready in such a short notice
'Eat up' grinned changmin as he began to fill their plates with everything, they ate till they could not breath, everything looked amazing, everything tasted amazing and they wanted to try everything especially changmin who kept refilling both plates with tons of food
After dinner they moved back to the living room, it was really dark now and the view was amazing, the lights twinkling from afar just like stars on the earth, sitting on the couch kibum noticed that the two whiskey glasses were gone, replaced by two new ones, changmin grabbed one glass and handed it to kibum while he took the other one sipping some of it
Kibum held on the glass but did not drink it, he still did not forget the bitterness of the first sip, he was not so keen to repeat the experience
'So why do you work in the mall if your father is rich?' asked changmin sipping some more whiskey
Kibum froze, he took a deep breath trying to control himself, he did not want to talk about it, he really did not want to…
'Sorry, I did not mean to hurt you; I understand it's not any of my business' changmin apologized seeing the dark look in kibum's eyes
'No…it's…' kibum mumbled uncomfortably
'No need to explain, everyone got family issues' sighed changmin heavily earning a shocked stare from kibum
'You…got family… issues?' blinked kibum, as he knew changmin never spoke about his family in any interview
'Yes I do, my parents were against me being a model, they wanted me to get married and have a son and work in dad's tiny shop, when I debuted they refused to acknowledge me and we lost contact' sighed changmin
'I…I'm sorry' whispered kibum feeling guilty
'Don't worry about it' smiled changmin not caring, the subject did not bother him that much anymore, he did not care about his parents but he used it to get into kibum's heart as he was sure by the look in the other's eyes he had family issues
Nodding his head kibum still looked shy and did not say anything, he did not move too
Seizing the chance changmin thought it was the perfect chance for him and he lent in, his lips landing on kibum's at once sealing them as he sucked on the kid's lips softly in a slow soft kiss, a romantic one to capture the other's heart just as he did with all his other targets
Kibum was shocked, this was his first kiss, he did not plan this, he did not know if he wanted it, well he wanted to kiss changmin alright but not now, not this early, not on the first date, he knew if he surrendered now then it's the end, the model will play with him and throw him aside, he wanted them to last, even if it was a little longer, he did not care, he wanted this to last as long as it could so he did not kiss back, hell he did not know how to kiss back anyway, so he pulled back a little and looked away
'I…I'm sorry' whispered kibum not facing changmin
'Don't, I'm sorry, that was too fast' changmin apologized but still frowned, no one refused to kiss him before
'I…' blushed kibum
'It's alright, now drink' smiled changmin sipping some more whiskey and changing the subject
'I… I actually can't drink, I'm still a minor' whispered kibum biting his lower lips shy
'Oh, you're a minor? How old are you?' changmin eyed kibum wondering, he was examining the boy again from head to toe
'I'm seventeen' whispered kibum
'I see'
'So I can't… I'm sorry I understand if you don't want to…' began kibum but changmin cut him off
'So no alcohol and no touchy freely, got it' nodded changmin confidently:' I will be right back' and he stood up, more like jumped up and grabbed the two whiskey glasses and rushed into again what kibum believed the kitchen, a minute later he came back with one HUGE glass of ice cream soda and two straws in it, he placed it on the table between them and grinned:' we will share this, alright?'
Smiling softly happy that changmin understood and still wanted to be with him…