[FanFic] White Lie (chapter 39)
Title: chapter39: Set your heart free
Pairing: Yoosu, Yunjae, Kimin
Author: BloodyRose
Rating: PG-13 / NC-17
Length: 39/40
Genre: romance, Drama ( a little bit), comedy, cross dressing, happy ending
Warning/s: Yaoi, boyxboy
Summary: Leeteuk sighed as he opened his eyes; he was in his bed again
Leeteuk sighed as he opened his eyes; he was in his bed again. He drove home a little after four in the morning and now it was six in the morning, he slept for less than two hours, he was tired and confused but still he held it in. He got out of bed and went into the bathroom. Taking a bath and dressing he walked downstairs to the dining table, sitting down he looked at the food, he did not feel like eating anything but he knew better than not to eat, he did not want to end up like Yoochun weak and collapsing all the time so adding some food into his plate he ate slowly
'Jung su?' his mother asked worried seeing the distant look in her eldest son's eyes, the look that a mother's eye could not miss
'Huh?' he blinked looking up at his mother
'What's wrong honey? Is everything alright?'
'Oh yea… I'm just tired, I could not sleep well last night' he smiled weakly and his mother nodded
'When did you come back last night anyway? I went to check on you at three in the morning and you were not home yet'
'Around four… I met some old friends and we began talking and we did not notice the time'
'Did you drink?'
'One glass'
Mr. Park nodded and finished his food; Yoochun too finished his food as he insisted on going to the mall today, he was not going to miss seeing his lover work again!
'Let's go' Mr. Park stood up and his two sons rose up at once with him; they all hugged their mother goodbye and went to their cars, Yoochun was well enough to drive now for sure
'Yoochun take me with you, I'm too tired to drive' mumbled leeteuk and entered Yoochun's sport car
Yoochun eyed his hyung and smirked, maybe it took a normal person a while to notice but Yoochun, a boy who always spied on his hyung, who always watched him, and who learnt everything about him, he was also in love with a guy so he knew how it feels, he knew the confusion, the uncertainly and the sleepless nights at the beginning, when you think you're wrong, when you think it can't be right and that everything in the world around you is black, like you are all alone against this monster you don't know how to face, the look in leeteuk's eyes told him what was going on plus adding the going out till morning every night thing it was pretty much obvious
Reaching the mall Yoochun parked and pulled leeteuk into the first floor café at once and pushed him down a chair where he could spy on his lover before ordering two cups of orange juice
'Yoochun… what is it?' frowned leeteuk seeing the look in his eyes
'Who is it?' smiled Yoochun crossing his legs
Leeteuk widened his eyes at once shooting his head up to look at his brother in the eyes
'I…'
'I went through all this hyung, I can see that you're going through the same thing. It is easier to accept it than to fight it, you will go insane if you keep on fighting it' Yoochun smiled softly
'I… can't be… it's…'
'Think about it hyung, just set your heart free' smiled Yoochun and stood up leaving his hyung to think about it while he skipped to the cloth shop and entered grinning widely
'Goo…' Junsu bowed about to which the costumer good morning but seeing it was Yoochun he blushed and looked away
'I wanted to see you, I can, right?' pouted Yoochun cutely looking at Junsu with puppy eyes
'I…We agreed… you can't just…' pouted Junsu
'I just wanted a good morning kiss~ I will be going after it. Please~' pouted Yoochun cutely batting his eyes
'Aaa…' Junsu did not know what to say but before he could say anything Yoochun had tiptoed and lent on the counter to reach him behind the counter and kissed him softly on the lips, softly but firmly pressing his lips against Junsu's with Junsu's upper lip in between his lips not sucking, not licking, just there
Yoochun brushed his tongue once and quickly against Junsu's lip and pulled away to see the red faced boy and grinned:' I will wait for you tonight baby, I got my coupon ready too' Yoochun winked patting his pocket where the coupon was resting waiting to be used already
Junsu blushed darker as Yoochun skipped out of the shop but still he could not help but smile a little watching how childish his lover looked as he skipped out of the shop and to his office
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Leeteuk did not really know why he was here, he just called the driver and ordered him to take him here, now standing up in front of the closed iron door of the closed night club he sighed, he looked like a total idiot for sure, he did not know why he came here but all he knew is that what Yoochun said, it can't be true, can it? After all this time he spent chasing girls he fell for a man? The idea by itself sounded crazy to him
Sighing leeteuk decided to go, he was wasting his time anyway so turning around wanting to go away leeteuk was startled to hear the soft click that meant the door behind him was unlocked and swung open
'I saw you standing there for a while now, come in' he smiled still looking so handsome in a red shirt and a gray jeans and sneakers, leeteuk turned around to face him and taking a deep breath he sighed and walked into the night club. It was so busy as workers were cleaning everything and making sure everything will be ready for the opening time but he did not care and led leeteuk to a table in the back and sat down inviting leeteuk to sit too so leeteuk did
'Did something happen? You don't seem so good' he smiled at leeteuk making leeteuk's head hurt him again as he tried to find an excuse to the sudden increase in his heart beats as he saw the worried look in his eyes but he could not come up with anything
'I…' leeteuk took a deep breath:' why? Why did not you tell me what really happened that night? Why did you lie and tell me that I just passed out in your club?'
'You…you were upset and drunk… I did not think you will remember so I… and you did not seem the type to take an interest in guys. I saw you kissing a girl earlier that night. I did not want to add to your misery'
'I don't know anything anymore. I don't even know your name and still. Yoochun told me that I should think about being interested in you' interested, he did not want to say in love, he was afraid to say it
'Young woon. My name is Young woon but my friends calls me kangin' the man still smiled brightly at leeteuk
'Not the point!' leeteuk almost yelled:' because you were being so damn gentleman I am totally lost now!' hissed leeteuk angry
'Then think about it, you know where to find me' kangin frowned a little, he knew it was going to be hard to turn this boy around but he could not help it, he fell for those two dimples of his, he wanted to see him smiling all the time, to see him happy and not sad anymore like that night
'I…that night I found out that the girl I was chasing was a man cross-dressing, my younger brother's love actually and everyone was making fun of me so I came here and got drunk and then you came along and…'
'Things went to the worse for you' kangin finished
'It just… I…' leeteuk bit his lips not knowing how to answer this, how to phrase his words, everything was so blurred from where he stood, it was like if he was in the middle of a maze and could not find his way out of it it
'You need to set your heart free leeteuk or else you will never be happy' kangin stood up and walked away leaving leeteuk feeling so lost, the same phrase repeating itself in his mind over and over again you need to set your heart free in order to be happy but how could he set his heart free? By being with a man? Yea sure the night with kangin was good or more than good but t be in a relation with the man, with another man… it was too much for him
Standing up leeteuk was about to leave, suddenly his mobile rang and fishing it out he saw a new massage and opened it, it was from Yoochun
You went to see him right?
How is everything?
Don't be so close minded hyung
Invite him to the party tonight
Think of it as a date, you must
Give him a chance before denying
The whole thing right?
Just set your heart free
Yoochun
Leeteuk frowned, kangin was standing by the bar, sighing leeteuk walked to him on his way out, he was so worried and his heart was beating so fast, he could not believe he was actually going to do it but still, everyone was telling him to set his heart free and if that is how he was going to set his heart free then he will give the thing a try, just for tonight's party and he will see how things will go
'Err…' leeteuk began
Kangin turned around to face him with a smile; he knew how hard this must be on the boy so he waited for him patiently till he began to speak
'Err… tonight… my brother's birthday party…if you…want to…' leeteuk took a deep breath
'I would love to come' grinned kangin flashing leeteuk a ten thousand watt smile